~Autumn~

A 2009 song~ i think.

2010-12-05T10:59:00.000-08:00

Avril Lavigne - Innocence
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

-Chorus-
This innocence is brilliance
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

-Bridge-
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.

Yeah 2009 song..(?) Ya know, when i first heard this song i fell in lurve with it straight away. (thank euu Mun!!) And, it also reminded me of last year. I really felt what the lyrics wus talkin about. |D
But it sucks when reality starts hitting ur face haha~
And whenever i listened to this song, it always gave me that feeling of peace, even just for a little while, and it felt goood.
Today i tried it again, but it didn't work anymore. And this may confuse you but,

I'm glad it didn't.

If this post makes no sense, good on you! :D

Exposé

2010-09-10T09:53:00.000-07:00

Don't ask. I'm just feeling sooo exposed right now...

Anyways, i'm gonna be goin on a blog hiatus (like i'm not already on 1 xD)

(completely pointless post hahahaa *shot*)

Namesake

2010-08-28T10:51:00.000-07:00

Well i don't know exactly what the title means. but let's focus on the 'name' part...

My sis was randomly going through Urban Dictionary and did you know you could look up your name??
So yea im copying her and doing that too xD (dunkillme)

The thing about urbandictionary.com is that they don't give you a direct meaning. Well from what i learn la so far. If im wrong just correct me i never used that site till today... eheh.
After alotta different meanings from different people, i noticed alotta Zoe's are bitches ._.
Like here's an example:

"Pyshco bitch from hell. Also a slut who wants an alien baby. Shes willing to sleep with any guy around but cant get any smart ones because they know she has millions of stds."

eg. Ew that skank is zoe.

Uh huh...

Well there's some good ones too at least =/
I feel bad just for having that name now. I really hope im not one of those people @.@

There's also weird definitions for it like:

"A zoe is the street name for an ounce of weight. It is the abbreviated Oz. backwards with an "e" at the end."

eg. How much for a half zoe?

hehehee half zoe...
So... yea there's no real definition for our names huh?
Ok im kinda done here. I also found some other names =D

Kelly

The most wonderful girl I will ever meet, she's pretty, smart, kind, funny....I could go on forever! I love her and she doesn't even know it...Definately the coolest person in the world.

"See her? That's Kelly she's the coolest person ever!"

Caitlen

A fine ass chick. Aka "hot stuff"

Damn! That Caitlen is a fine piece of ass. (the only thing that came out. sowwy xD)

Cheryl
A person of true beauty. A girl with such a kind personality that anyone will simply fall in love with. A Cheryl will help anyone out without hesitation. They have trusting blue eyes and large bussoms. (sorry, i keep on thinking your name is Monique ^^")

Katherine

An angel, a princess, your boo, someone special to you, and a perfect person.

you're such katherine.

Marie
marie is a french sexy lady who normally does crazy stuff out of the ordinary which usually makes people laugh. She is very entertaining.

look at marie, she's standing on the table with a weird hat on and shades while talking to these hot guys.

Kimberly

A sweet compassionate girl that finds the beauty in everything. She is always willing to give a helping hand. Everyone loves her as soon as they meet her. Tends to be very sexy and confident.

Going on a mission trip to Ukraine is such a Kimberly thing to do.

Don't kill me if you hate it >< -hides- You should try it out it's fun~ =D

Zapple

2010-07-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

was edited from this! (see below~)

lol, im hopeless.

Ms paint noob

2010-07-05T09:00:00.000-07:00

Yea so, i've been playing with microsoft paint more often than before now. And... cause im too chicken to post it on DeviantArt i decided to post it here!
Actually it's just 2 drawings xD

Well uh, the black & white 1 has no name. The name Cameron keeps coming back but i don't think it's perfect for her ><.. i shall call her -StareEyes- for fun~ 8D
She does look a bit scary... Gotta work on expressions...

Truth to be told, i love this one so much! It came out better than expected, cos i was like, doing this since 1 am till 3+ am... i keep on editting ok! =.=
Oh yea, i call this -Skittles- :D taste the rainbow~

Hmm that's about it. Yes it is a good idea to NOT post it on dA right...

I have a touchy issues...

2010-06-29T04:59:00.000-07:00

I'ts alive! My blog's alive!! *brushes off cobwebs*

Not much people are blogging nowadays... i wonder why.
Well for me it's cause,
-Nothin' interesting to say
-Lazy
-Ok, totally ran outa ideas. SEE?

Oh yea, my topic. Well, for those people who don't really know me or at least, don't sit around to me in school, i noticed i have this annoying habit of prodding people xD
Izit normal? i mean, i only do that to call them so i think it's pretty normal right?
But neverdaless, it shall stop cause c'mon, invading people's personal space here...

Small reference

2010-05-21T04:57:00.001-07:00

No i don't have so much free time on my hands! (well, maybe.. but you cant prove anything!)
I decided to try summarizing history, you know. but i took so much time to draw and everything i just gave up on that =,=
So i just did 1 subtopic 8D
This 1's about... nvm it's already written there.

Oh yeah, for those who still didn't know... MATHS ONI UNTIL CHAP 1-7! NOT 10!
That pn. chong la! ish!! she totally made us pressure on an extra 3 chapters! that's it, i no semangat for maths anymore...

These past few days

2010-04-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

This is just a quick update on what's been going on on my side lately. It ain't a lot... sad.

Well, i've learned...

- Every second friggin counts. Had to stand during perhimpunan just cos i was literally 1 second late. They show NO merceh...

- Caterpillars can shed their skin if they wanted to... o_O

- Love IS blind. Ok, not love lar... After the liking-ness is over, you'll start banging ur head while saying "Him? Seriously??" Im gonna be open here and say, i used to have a crush on... some-guy-in-the-same-class-as-me-sitting-in-front-of-toot. :D

- Like in Facebook, you can make a stray dog follow you by looking them in the eyes. So cool.

- Choir is fun. When Anna comes! :D

Yeaaa pretty much updated till today. They're not exactly updates just lessons. i think. Anyways, nothin much to talk about >_< ...

[EDITTED A FEW MINUTES LATER]

People have been playing the rating game in school for quite awhile. lol, i just remembered. My school is like going through phases...

Last last week, some1 brought a wordsearch book to school (you know, that game when we have to search for words?) And it is strangely addictive (hey dun blame us, nth really happens at class =/)
Suddenly other people started playing it too. Haha, it's like a virus. A very, lame virus.

Then the next week, everything just stopped. Nobody played it anymore. I didn't even notice till Haritha pointed it out. Then that week was like, Truth or Dare week :D

Up to this week, rating loh. It's not fair, how come gals and guys rate girls but WE dun rate guys =~= Ah well.

Hmm.

When i look back at my post, i feel like im in Primary school ^^"

Whut's going on?

2010-04-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

It feels like time's slowing down... o.o

Sorry, not a real post xD i honestly have nothin bloggable at the moment.

Hmm, except i found this cool neverbeforeseenbymebutthoughti'veseenbefore caterpillar!! badabing!
Lol, me sucha weirdo no? it better turn into a butterfly and not a moth ==

nigahiga had alotta new vids 0.o either that or i found out late la... so i've been on a nigahiga spree for a few days xD my favourite 1 was about skitzo : valentine's day. go check it out yerself i lazy post it here...

see? nth much bloggable. i shall put a pic of me caterpillar for remembrance before it flies away~ *sniff*

It says nick garbutt (lol, garbutt...) cos it's not really MY caterpillar. see, my cam is a ***** and the card reader cant read the card anyway so... yea.

i wonder how much is a new camera...

To: Ya

2010-04-12T03:24:00.000-07:00

Are you desperate?
Seriously don't you have other people around to bother?
Ya know you're the reason why i try appearing off all da time...
But i can't do that all the time see. Cause there's this group on msn when you have to appear online to chat.
MUST YOU MSG ME EVERYTIME I GO ONLINE!?
you need to give people a break from you!
you think people are busy, they're AVOIDING you.
People block you.
I dunno why i don't.
When im not online, you'll sms.
You wanna chat 24/7 izit??? Talk to your plants la!

Okeh i be honest here....
You're kinda irritating.

And gay.

And thick-skinned.

I'm so glad he don't know my blog.

Cheerleadin'

2010-03-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

Ok as i promised, here's da rumah kuning cheerleading. It was awesomeee! xD Im not saying the others aren't la, they rock too okeh! =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxjVLQuxPYI

Sorry, i cant seem to upload the vid atm so... here's the crappy link! ^^" ill get it right when i figure out how to xD Scratch that, IF i figure out how to...

[EDIT]
Ok! figured out how to! Thank you Terance! =3

Me lesson for today...

2010-03-12T02:55:00.000-08:00

Today i decided not to go to Sports Day cause i thought hey, no point right? nothin to do there oso... Then i realised... Staying at home makes no difference =_=

I seriously need to get a life xD But on the other hand...

!!RUMAH KUNING WON 2ND PLACE!!
And 1st place in Cheerleadin ;D

Soooo regretting that i missed it all! Ah well, that's what youtube's for ;) Gonna upload it when or if i find the clearest...

Oh yes, the lesson: Sheesh! Think about doing or in this case, NOT doing somethin before you regret!! *knocks head*

The shower post (it's short)

2010-03-03T02:45:00.001-08:00

Sorry, just loved the pic so much xD

Who else bathes in cold water nowadays? It's so refreshing! especially with the weather like that now.
Im sure im not the only one blogging about the weather.
Stupid global warming... ==
OK back to showers!

Did you know cold showers are good for you? It actually has loads of benefits:

1. Good for your skin- Warm water opens the pores and cold water closes em. So after you washed up, it's best to close em up again wit cold water. It also reduces swelling and helps wit those dark circles around the eyes! (this is so handy for me)

2. Hair more healthy- Cold water makes ur hair look healthier and shinier~ 8D It also helps in slowing down overall hair loss.

3. Better circulation- This one needs to switch between hot and cold numerous times so blah wit it.

4. Mental benefits (im sure all of you nee- WANT this)- "The ancient samurai warriors used to pour buckets of cold river water on their heads every morning in a Shinto practice called Misogi. They believe that it cleansed their spirit and helped start a new day & new adventure fresh." (copied directly). No wonder they can move so fast la... It also obviously wakes you up in da morn, but i don't do this in the wee morning. Tried once, never doing it again *shivers*

But the key is to not torture yourself *unless you're a sick masochist*

*reads article again* oh. ohhhh. it says Use cold water at the END of your showers. My bad ^^"

(rujukan dari http://www.ineedmotivation.com/blog/2008/04/4-reasons-why-you-need-to-take-cold-showers/)

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Oh! since im at it, let's share this post with a little wish:-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MYSELF! lol~

happy birthday to me~
i like to watch Glee!
tomato taste like suck~
happy birthday to me!

No time to make it rhyme properly, sorry xD
I would like to give a big warm hug and thanks to those people who wished me today and to that person who gave me gifts, you're overly kind ^^
And also to the person who gave meh the blue puff, thanks but please tell me who you are!! =S

Da secret of Da acre

2010-02-28T06:54:00.000-08:00

That was what i bought in Ipoh in a 3 for RM10 deal 0.0

Yea wasn't so worth it.
But it looks promising right~?
Now i know why i didn't know about the show be4 ><.
The show wasnt that bad la but maybe cause i was reeeally desperate that day (boredom attack like gila)
The story was mostly about pride and how it destroys us and the girl was a moon princess and she was gonna save their world or somethin like that... Credits to the story, but it wasn't so well directed... (same director as Golden Compass and Bridge to Terabithia 0.o)
Everything was... weird. Or mayb i wasnt paying attention to it much la XD
Anyways! the only reason why i liked the show is cause of the guy!! eeee!! He was the bad guy of the story at 1st, then he turned good cos he liked that stupid princess girl... dun google him, you'll say he look like suck. lol.
i admit, weird guys attract me. well, some ><.
There's also another cover for the movie... but it's not the main cover (but it's way better than the top 1 no? xP)
(i used to call it Secret of the Monarc xD
the words weren't clear on the cover)

The OY update

2010-02-18T09:05:00.000-08:00

Dedicated to my good friend and ever annoying sista, Cait Foo.

Whaaat?? It was a promise...

Quizfarm

2010-02-18T04:52:00.000-08:00

I got this at Anni's blog xD was bored (was interested actually) and i go tried it out! This is mah result...

You Scored as Musical/Rhythmic learner

You like to: Sing, hum, listen the music, play an instrument and move to the music. You highlight in: Singing, recognizing sounds, remembering melodies, notice rhythms and tones and maintaining the time. You learn better: When listening music, rhythms, melodies and songs. You can improve your weakest areas too. Want to know how? There are many articles on Internet: http://www.google.com/search?q=Multiple+Intelligences

Musical/Rhythmic learner

79%

Visual/Spatial learner

74%

Corporal/Kinesthetic learner

68%

Logical/Mathematical Learner

65%

Intrapersonal learner

58%

Verbal/Linguistic learner

56%

Naturalist learner

51%

Interpersonal learner

48%

Wanna try it out? Juz to warn you, the quiz is friggin long and i know you'll get tired of it eventually. For me is different case kk xD
Here's da linky:
http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/new/profesorrod/8-multiple-intelligences-test/index.php

(i wonder how do people change the links into other words like "click here" and stuff. help. blog noob here...)

Daily routine

2010-02-12T08:04:00.000-08:00

The End.

Everything seems so bliss... weird.

2010-01-29T22:08:00.000-08:00

....Staring at the blank page....
Oh, it's not blank no more.

ok hmm... Choir is nice! Now that we have new members, loads and loads of new members, I just feel like this is gonna be a good year =)
Apparently im the unofficial back-up pianist... not good. i cant take the tension! seriously. i get too nervous which makes me blank out @@ Jas helppp! ==

School's great. sorta. There's 1 teacher that's especially nice and funny, Cik Nurul Aima~ haha. She makes Sivik so fun. better than Pn. Latipah ^^"

I hope i won't/will have to change class. All i want is to hav friends there really. Belian looks so fun!! == At least Cheok's there =3 for now...

hmm, what else? everybody says 2009 never happened. Kinda true la... I can barely remember what happened (not really)

Im just glad this year's off to a great start. It always does anyway. the real drama happens in the middle... -bracing myself-

Nursery Rhyme

2010-01-27T07:03:00.000-08:00

The Pauper's Drive

There's a grim one-horse hearse in a jolly round trot;
To the churchyard a pauper is going, I wot;
The road it is rough, and the hearse has no springs,
And hark to the dirge that the sad driver sings: --
"Rattle his bones over the stones;
He's only a Pauper, whom nobody owns!"

Oh, where are the mourners? alas! there are none; --
He has left not a gap in the world now he's gone;
Not a tear in the eye of child, woman, or man; --
To the grave with his carcase as fast as you can;
"Rattle his bones over the stones;
He's only a Pauper, whom nobody owns!"

What a jolting and creaking, and splashing and din!
The whip, how it cracks! and the wheels how they spin!
How the dirt, right and left, o'er the hedges is hurl'd!
The Pauper at length makes a noise in the world!
"Rattle his bones over the stones;
He's only a Pauper, whom nobody owns!"

Poor Pauper defunct! he has made some approach
To gentility, now that he's stretch'd in a coach;
He's taking a drive in his carriage at last;
But it will not be long, if he goes on so fast!
"Rattle his bones over the stones;
He's only a Pauper, whom nobody owns!"

You bumpkin! who stare at your brother convey'd,
Behold what respect to a cloddy is paid,
And be joyful to think, when by death you're laid low,
You've a chance to the grave like a gemman to go.
"Battle his bones over the stones;
He's only a Pauper, whom nobody owns! "

But a truce to this strain, -- for my soul, it is sad,
To think that a heart in humanity clad,
Should make, like the brutes, such a desolate end,
And depart from the light without leaving a friend!
Bear softly his bones over the stones;
Though a Pauper, he's one whom his Maker yet owns!

-Traditional Nursery Rhyme

I like this poem xD

Procrastinating resolutions...

2010-01-06T03:09:00.000-08:00

...by a tag!! :D credits to sis~

A. You prefer ...

1. Alcohol or Mineral Water ~ Water. i just found out mineral water has no minerals. i din know after all this time... lol
2. Blue or Pink ~ Blue cause there's no green =P
3. Hot Guys or Cool Guys ~ This is tough. none of them in my league so bla
4. Good Looks or Brains ~ a lil of both pls? xD
5. Taylor Swift or Taylor Lautner ~ Do i really have to choose?? ><
6. Friends or Loved Ones ~ Loved ones who also includes friends. haha, bonus question
7. "Baby" or "Dear" ~ uh, Baby i guess

B. Your/You kind of guy :

1. Alcoholic or Non-alcoholic ~ Non-Alcoholic.
2. Good or Bad ~ Good!
3. Brave or Cute ~ Cute ^^
4. Tall or Short ~ taller than me can di. which is almost, everyone? xD
5. T-shirt or Suit ~ t-shirt. i wear lots of that too...
6. Coat or Leather Jacket ~ Coat i guess
7. Sunnies or Spectacles ~ spectacles =P
8. Caring or Rich ~ Caring la
9. Kisses or Hugs ~ cuddly hugs~
10. Romantic ~ yaya

C. Your Daily Activities :

1. After Breakfast ~ go to school
3. During School ~ hmm, laugh wif fwens and trying to stay awake ><
4. After school ~ tv! and sometimes com! and piano!
5. Night - com! and tv!
6. Midnight ~ suppose to be sleeping by now
7. Holidays ~ waste my day and regretting it later though i dunno what better things to do

I tag...

-Kat
-Cait
-Mun
-Terance
-Marie
-Kim
-Anna xD

The annual broken promises people call Resolutions

2010-01-05T07:28:00.000-08:00

I... will blog tomorrow. maybe. im actually packing my bag halfway now. im still not used to my new bedtime... 11-ish argh ><

Metrojaya incident

2010-01-03T06:57:00.000-08:00

I really will neva, eva, forget that incident. trauma moment... ahah

But before that, let's go back to before we took off for Mid Valley ya. Woke up everything skip that. Well, me and sis decided to wear green coincidentally. Then when we came out of the room and BAM whadaya know... My parents were all green too! Yea go green! Then my mom had to say "we're cheok hymm fans!". what the fell?! cch if you're reading this ignore it. xD

I was walking with my sis at the shoes section to buy pants. I was pretty blur that time as always. Lights were too bright there maybe (or mine was abit too dim xD) Then after a while i seem to feel different. Like i was missing something. Then i fely my arm was lighter. I looked. I LOST MY HANDBAG!!

"OH MY GAWD." was what i blurted at that moment. my sis thought i saw my classmate or something, cause it's the same reaction. I started wondering around, eyeing everything without focus (what? i was still blur...) I walked around and admitted to my sis, "i lost my bag."

I bet she was fumed since it was HER bag i borrowed. haha. Then my sis told my parents and then we started searching and searching... My sis kept calling my phone. I don't know whether to be lucky it was in there. Else how would i find my bag? =/

A while after and i started to lose hope. Somebody must've taken it by now. I can't believe i left it on the shoe place's bench... stupid stupid! I couldn't even remember when i took off my bag. My phone was in there my wallet was in there the MOVIE TICKETS WERE IN THERE @__@. I was so pissifying myself. I was praying pleading and praying..

Then i saw the staff workers at the corner and wondered why were there so many at 1 place. I looked and i saw my bag on the shoe table!! The lady was answering the call from my sis. I told them it was my bag and caled my sis who was sitting down just 6-7 feet away. haha.

Im still so glad and surprised that i actually found it. I guess God really does help those in need... Thank you so much God!! muax i love you!

Well that's it. Everything in the bag was safe and sound thank God. Again. I managed to watch Princess and the Frog and mom and dad watched Avatar. Parents dating ahah. The movie was superb! It wasn't like those other Disney Princess movies... Something different. And the songs don't matter DREWWW~ i still liked it *sticks tongue out* =P

What wud i be if i never met you?? =D

2009-12-29T10:02:00.000-08:00

Nono not him ><

A wise purple dinosaur once sang:-

Friends are special; so important they make the world go round...

Well who knew dinosaurs were so smart~?
I am currently having insomnia cause i just woke up from a nap ^^" gosh im becoming like dad... i wasnt feeling all that swell at the time.

Just wanna thank you Cait for making my day again =D or night?
THANKS CAIT! the advice you gave really made impact 8D

IIIIIIT'S CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-24T10:01:00.000-08:00

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVERYBODEH! SO GRAB UR BEARD AND CANDY CANE UNDERPANTS AND LET'S BOOGEH~~~ *boogie*

My day started of normal... Mom went out for a 'girl's night out' (she has more life than me wtf xD) And dad taking a usual night nap (he wakes up for tv marathon at night. yea nocturnal family) Sis on da com, while IM listening to my granddad talk to the tv. Great night.

I still enjoyed it though =) since dad woke up and sis went and open presents wif me. oh the presentsss... <3>

a t-shirt from Jenny jie. Red and says 'true to your heart' =DD
a spongebob pillow from dad! i chose it at the shop xD
a perfume and jigsaw puzzle from Min jie. so awesomee
a jacket from Joyce jie and Faeez kor. i love it so much!!
chocolates from my aunt. there's kinder bueno 8D
and finally, RM250 from my ibubapa!
[EDIT]
a mug from Aunt julie and Uncle Willy =D
a bag oso from my aunt. gold color 8D

Juz wanna THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH for all the wonderful stuff! Now i feel so bad and guilty... i deserve coal >.<

And thanks you guys for all the sms wishes! Don't hav to list them out cause you know it's you ^^
Hope i could wake up early enuf to make breakfast for mah mom and dad... =S
And to those who're going to Singapore, (yea i know alot of you are ==) enjoy your trip!!

*whistles*

Oh yea! Merry Christmas!

Complications

2009-12-19T08:12:00.000-08:00

I hate it i hate it i hate it! it always seem to happen. i hate 2009. full of unwanted surprises... i dont want surprises anymore i want expectations! it's better for a life to be boring than filled with miseries. i think.

Aiks im so horrible at plannin outings. i tend to forget which day the outing was suppose to be xD anyways hopefully this wed it's gonna be great... hopefully. *praying praying*

When guilt strikes

2009-12-07T10:56:00.000-08:00

Nothing better to do than lie on the sofa, staring blankly at the flickering tv, concentrating on nothing.
And while i was stoning, things; memories, just came. And i realized, i have been 1 friggin horrible friend. =S
I'll just count back the times i've pissed my friends off, or dumped them, or even made them cry O_o Why zoe, why?!

for example, i still remember that time when my friend offered me her ham sandwiches (her fav at that moment) during recess... Hey, we were Standard 2 that time. i thought it would be funny to eat all of it and leave 1 behind. Just for laughs. Yea that was the 1st time i made my friend cry...

here's another example of a bad friend, i remembered i did something that got me in trouble (i think i stole or broke somethin?) my friend since kindies, i sorta put the blame on her. Real bad... like, "she did it not me i din do anything she was holding it" She of course said it wasnt her but every1 believed me instead. 2nd time i made a friend cry =.= i was surprised she ever forgiven me for that ><

yes i did alotta things back in primary school... haha. they may look like small things but it'll haunt you forever @.@ especially whad i did in '09 *shudders*
so that i never repeat the same mistakes again, i need to know how im treating you guys. tell me honestly whether im treating you like old socks cos these things are never realised till they're told right in your face. i learnt that last year... xD

and just to prove i never forgotten my old buds, here's to you:- each doodle represents a person. i drew this 2 years ago on a certain blue pencil shaped bookmark when we had to split. Couldn't upload the picture so a quick doodle in ms paint ^^" i tried making it look like the original as much as i could. Trust me, it looks really close to the original.

Note

2009-12-01T03:41:00.000-08:00

From this year, 2009, i learned that things NEVER go according to plan. So it's best not to plan at all...

No update, just a note.

Everyday's retarded... But that's what makes it special =D

2009-11-17T09:02:00.000-08:00

It all started the minute we just found out that our holidays are on Wed and Thurs...

I was so happy yet, not so happy about the fact i could just skip school on Fri!
But THEN
Cik Fong called us... ==

And it's back to that room again~ (refer to my post 'Nut House' somewhere in March 09)
Oh i miss the smell of dusty documents with a hint of storeroom...

And guess what?? We (joyi and me) have to come on Wed, Thurs and Friday too!! Ain't that a thrill?? *smiles wider than ever* : D...
Im being sarcastic. My sarcasm ain't so noticable it's pathetic.

Also... had class party today!!
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-another pic-
i din take any pictures.. xD
Haiz, for pics go to kat's blog. I lazy get from her and upload...

It was so awesome! And loads of people brought food and stuff @@, but i felt so guilty cos i din bring anythin ><>
Hannah's cupcakes were so beautiful~! nobody dared to touch it till she came. Then she had to offer to us then oni we wud take it... ahah...
The next thing you know kat, jas, dass and ji kai were all playing with the chocolate XDhahahaha, their faces full of choco. Kat's hair oso kena... =S
Class party wasn't that ok cos someone was emoing at da corner... aiks...
Oh i love 2 Usaha... love it to the core... <3

One word to describe the 'last day' of school...

White.

Yes, it was snowing.... snowing flour XD
Haha, saw everyone pouring flour at each other, till the air was so cloudy~ Ahh air pollution!
But this could be an exception ;)

2012

2009-11-13T08:56:00.000-08:00

Yea yea i know, lame pun. but i just felt like drawing what i did 3 years ago, which were.. talking calenders. anyways, MUST WATCH 2012!! someday... oh, and good luck to those takin SPM in uh, 4 days? all da best!! ^^

Puzzle

2009-11-13T04:47:00.000-08:00

Figure it out =D

MERDEKA!! exam's over! it's finally over after the 3 weeks of sufferin! time to party and sleep! Zzzz....

Define friends

2009-11-11T05:59:00.000-08:00

Define friends. Define friendship. It's easy no? Friends are the ones you care about and they're always there for ya. But nowadays, anybody and EVERYBODY is called a friend.

Im not saying it's a sin... my point is... ok i lost my point. gimme a few sec to remember.

Oh ok. I mean, it's tough to find good friends nowadays. I go around and people here and there are having 'friendship problems'. It's really frustrating to know that people are going through stuff like this...

I feel like some friends are just not meant to be, messed with.

Today i was chatting with my old friend (not old in age k) and she was saying that she thinks her friends hate her. "they call me noob la this and that la. But when i asked them they said they play nia".

Wtf.
I seriously didn't know people play around by trashing their friend... Or maybe im just being too sensitive? =/

Among all the 1's i really hate the most are... 'part timers'. I mean they're just ur buddies with you for 1 second, the next minute they forgot you even exist.

Ok, im not in the blogging mode confirmed. I just told my best friend a dark secret == Butbutbuuut, i trust her okeh. Cos we've been friends for 8 years now, and well, she's practically my sister.

but im not forgetting my other best friends kay... This post, dedicated to you guys~

Cait- the twin sister
Mun Ee- the friend for life
Haritha- the best buddy you'll ever know
Joyi- practically the best dude to talk to
Marie- the craziest person i've known xD

I know i left out alot but i juz ran outa names >< You guys are the true definition of friends.

Ok, i really suck at blogging now. ==

Mimpi yang pelik

2009-11-08T07:42:00.000-08:00

(for those who dunno, it means 'strange dream')

It's either i've been watching too much tv, or im juz a weirdo.
.Don't say anything.
See i had this dream, which still remains in my thoughts till today for God knows why. And it sorta kinda creeps me out a lil...
Well the dream makes no sense. the only thing that was--sort of-- clear to me was this old-folklore tribal kinda music which was, in my dream, supposely a 'curse'. Doesn't sound like 1 though. It goes something like this:-

Lost sheep, in a valley so deep,
uh somethin somethin...
Two hearts, one must part,
Never to return

Then i woke up from there. Toldja it was weird... The song was actually written on a wall, in chinese (.Oo) haha. Or at least i think it is, like i would know... I wish i knew the second line of the song. It's pretty nice to hum xD
Aiks. I watch too much tv.

Talk about food... sorta

2009-11-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

Before you say anything, i'm juz angry at the moment so don't take whatever i say seriously... Thank you.

SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST UTTERLY CRAZY!
Like seriously, are they, human??
You people are inhumane cannibals! And im not lying!
Though this may be old news, i juz heard you eat fetuses too... cannibal enuf?
How can you stand eating something that looks like you?? too much la

Oh yea, monkeys...
let's say, i put you in an itty bitty lil cage, and your head's the only thing sticking out on top...
Then next, i put you on the dining table, with a bunch of hungry looking people, holding a fork and spoon juz waiting for the host to finish the job... Remember, you're still well alive, and conscious...
You try struggling, but cant escape. Juz waiting for the guy to serve you to the guests... piece by piece.
Then it happens, the host bangs you on the head, and saws off your head. No matter whad you do, you cant do anything.

inhumane enuf for you?

how about half alive fish eh? you think they no feeling wan arh? Come let's casually stick your head in boiling oil and serve you on a silver platter while you're still breathin~ yum friggin yum!
the thought of being eaten is bad enough ok! but being eaten alive?? you sicken me...

Dun make this a big issue. i juz said to not take it seriously

The return of the SB fan

2009-11-05T19:03:00.000-08:00

Everyone : what happened to you?
SB: i lost my best friend...
Everyone: how?
SB: when i ripped, *RIP!* my pants.

(talking style)
/C/ ///////////////////Am///
I thought that i had everybody on my side
/Dm///////
But i went and blew it
/G///
All sky high
Em//////////////////////Am///
And now she won't even stand a passing glance
Dm///////////(muted)////////////
All just because i *RIP!* ripped my pants

(everyone)
When big Larry came 'round just to put him down
Spongebob turn into a clown
And no girl ever wants to dance
With the fool who went and
*RIP!* ripped his pants

(SB)
I know i shouldn't mope around
I shouldn't curse
But the pain feels so much worse

Cause winding up with no one
is a lot less fun
Than a burn from the sun,
Or sand in you buns...

Now i learned a lesson i won't soon forget
So listen and you won't regret
Be true to yourself don't miss a chance
And you won't end up
like the fool..
who...
ripped..
his..
pants
*RIP!*

Still love you SB!! lol. Yea, when will i ever learn to grow up....
And this song is from a SB episode called "ripped pants". For those who watched it, you know how the song goes ^^
For those who didn't, you should watch it someday =) One of the best SB songs eva!
(p.s. guitar chords, for fun. It may be wrong but it sounds right ^^")
(p.s.s. strum once)

Post response to my dear sista, Kelsey! Who apparently, blogged about pants!

Fun n Cheer

2009-10-25T05:50:00.000-07:00

I cant believe im actually blogging during exam week!

Anyways, today i broke my record of latest lunch time. No not 3 pm, no not 4 pm, but 5 pm~! *audience claps with hesitation*
After lunch, i went to this wacky place called F n C. And it was like, whoa... They literally had EVERYTHING. From baskets to bras, kitchen utensils to floats, stationary to... uhm... pet things. And as pathetic this sounds, the only thing i bought was a calculator :D Hey it's transparent and i get easily amazed okay... ==
And i really wanted to get this -cardboard- party hat but i know my mom will never approve for such ridicule. But... it was shiny~ ><
The best thing about that place was, everything was cheap cheap cheap! But that means no quality la but still... ^^

So do whad i say! Visit Fun n Cheer today~! wtf

7 deadly sins~ (no definitions)

2009-10-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

.:Art by Tyshea from Deviantart:.

Well everyone's blogging about it so i wanna too! lol. But im not gonna explain it all since you already know them... (and im just lazy xD) Besides, advertising art here!

-From left to right- Lust, Avarice, Wrath, Envy, Pride, Gluttony (yes it's the white hair gal oO) and Sloth.

Whaad? i told you no explanation... heee ^^ I admit, i just like the pic okay...

Poo poo water

2009-10-15T23:28:00.000-07:00

I know, the title is disgusting enough... But this whole post is gonna be gross so get ready for anything!! lol, or, just don't risk it ^^

This is about a conversation between me and Cait in msn about Diarrhea.

The (proper) explanation of diarrhea. (by cait)

Sunnyლ - PVZ says:

in other words its called 'poo poo water'

Sunnyლ - PVZ says:

an normally at inopportune moments, it happens

Sunnyლ - PVZ says:

you suddenly feel as though you BADLY want to shit

Sunnyლ - PVZ says:

and then when you let it all out, its relaxing

Sunnyლ - PVZ says:

thats why they call it water poop

Sunnyლ - PVZ says:

and its damn smelly

So now you know. Have a nice day~

When it hits you on the head

2009-10-13T07:17:00.000-07:00

I LOVED the things you did, that makes my cheeks turn red,
I LOVED the words you said, how it replays in my head,
I LOVED the way you touched, it gives me chills up my spine,
I LOVED the way you hold me and whispered "you're mine",
I LOVED the confusion you made my heart and mind went through,
In short, part of me really LOVED you.

Yea, another 1 hit me again... This time at 3 somethin in the morning ^^ Speaking of 3, somethin creepy happened at 3 sharp last night. Or maybe it's just paranoia... meh. Anyways...

It was a not-so-dark and stormy night... i couldnt sleep cos i ate a very late supper at ajimal... then suddenly, i heard the door creaked open in my room... Then i ignored it la cos i dun like getting outa my bed. It started to get annoying cos it started closing and opening... But maybe it was just the wind ^^" It was going on and on for a few minutes. I didnt dare to look at the time, it'll just scare me more. lol, i know im scaredy cat okeh... Then i heard my dad was still awake so i felt relieved and closed the stupid door. 3.05am. omgwtfbbqsaucecheezyrollsovenbakeshyt! It happened at 3?! Then i fell asleep.

. . .

I would've added additional wind chiming after the door opened but then that'll be just random. Then again, the story's just a mere coincidence and perfect timing... i hope.

The carefreeness again!

2009-10-02T11:21:00.000-07:00

Ahhh, today was such an awesome day mann! Although it started out quite bad cos i woke up late today and had to make haritha's dad wait for me for soo long... >< Aiks... so paiseh..

The performance was ohkay... i guess. It was so saddening to know that that's the last time we'll ever perform together(with da form 5's..) im not gonna cry, im not gonna cry... ><

So after that we lingered in the 'reading hall' for a few half-an-hours eating coconut jelly and all that (coconut jelly was awesome) Haritha didn't eat though. She said she no appetite... what's up with you lately eh...? Anyways, then suddenly there was 1 guy standing in the middle of the hall with everyone staring at him... Guess what? he started singing 'negaraku'. haha, morning session truth or dares are soo much more better than ours. all we ever dare is "Hug him! Kiss her! Lick underneath my shoe!"

So after that i went back home around.. 1110 or somethin. After fetched haritha back then my mom asked me, what time you wanna go to school? Then i said uh, around 12 la... Then my mom said, wow, why so early?? And i didn't know... i just simply said 12 for no reason.. ><

Wow, it was a mistake to come so early mann...
I was like, ok... sit in the not-so-empty hall and do nothin else but me homework for the next.. hour and a half? But things started to lighten up later ok.

Let's just skip to what my title was really all about.
Oh my beloved, sweet darling 2 Usaha... Oh how fortunate is thee to bee in such a blissful class? (sometimes)
Anywaysss. me, marie and joyi were like laughing non-stop the whole day! It was like the happiest day of the year! I felt the joy again after a month of hell and frustration... yea yea, i was emo kidd for awhile.. It was so fun, we were--including larissa--was talking ghost and pontianak stories which really made me shiver... But after that marie started doing weird stuff and tried to be a ghost by 'floating'. marie, your epic fail of a floating ghost really busted my gut... Then after that she tried screaming at high-pitched which really came out wrong... cos nothing came out... xD Then she tried again and again in front of teacher summore! then teacher said she had a cartoon voice wtf...

Woosh, i think i blog too much... >< better stop now. peace out~

Ooh, i feel another 1 comin...

2009-09-25T01:12:00.000-07:00

When school started, it was such a drag
On time i was, with my overloaded bag

Never have been social, i sat down with a book
Gonna flip the page, when i turned around and look

Just with a glance, i saw mischief in your smile
On that day i remembered how you held your blue file (ran outa rhymies ><)

You made me laugh you made meh cry too but,
I never regretted knowing you =)

Believe it or not i was thinking of this at 4 in the morning. Haha, then when i was done i went "holy crap it's 4.52!" Then quickly went- no, tried to sleep. Well, pretty expected after spending the whole day on the com till 3am...

Heheheheee, im starting to like writing lame poetry. It's strangely fun. But i seems my ideas only come around in the mornin when im blurblur... Ish. Oh gosh, my blog's gonna start looking like Terance's! Ahhh! i blame you for this Terance! =P

There's something in that poem but let's not talk about it yea...

Couplets

2009-09-23T22:15:00.000-07:00

I see you made another friend
I see the past all over again

Remember the times we used to play
We used to talk almost everyday

We were closer than anyone would've been but
My dear, loving you is a sin

Yes these are called couplets... It's a kind of poetry. I learned that from A series of Unfortunate Events. The book is nice you should read it (lol, advertising books). The couplets are just random i got from somewhere... I know it's lame rhyming but i like it. xD

Theory of a dead man - not meant to be

2009-09-23T01:27:00.000-07:00

I was listening to this song for a few days adi without paying attention to whad it means xD
Then i told my sis "why do you always repeat this song??" Then she said the lyrics are nice so i looked it up... Turns out it really has some connection to me. Who knew?? 0o

Anyways here's da lyrics. Pretty meaningful =D

It's all repeating so skip some parts...

Theory of a dead man - Not meant to be
It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you
Wanted from me, and knowing
If I give that to ya
I might just disappear.

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

Oh, it's like

One step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind,

Oh, it's like

Trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe that's there's
No way out for you and me
And it seems to be,
The story of our life

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind, oh

It's like trying to turn around on a
One way street. I can't give
You what you want and it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
That maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
Should we be building this up
Instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late.

It's like one step forward
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad
And I, can't change your mind, oh

It's like tryin to turn around
On a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I,
I finally see,
Baby that we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward,
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad,
And I, Baby I'm sorry to see,
Maybe that we're not meant to be

Lilapsophobia

2009-09-19T09:27:00.000-07:00

Im having lilapsophobia. If you all don't know what that means, it mean a fear of tornadoes and hurricanes...

It's not that i had any experience with a tornado before oh nono, blame it on a stupid dream xD but don't show me 'swt' faces yet, it was rather scary ok... And no my dream is not as epic as the pic up there...

Well ya see, me and some dude (i forgot who was it) it was some unknown guy, we were in a huge wide-open field see. It looked really deserted and we could barely see the city--klcc and all that--from quite a distance. And the sky was really brownish darkish, but not as dark as that picture... Then i saw a tornado forming... It was so scary, it was like, bashing and crumpling klcc into bits. Just imagine yourself staring from a distance, while the tornado's coming towards you in a flash, destroying everything in it's way, and you know you couldn't out-run it. But what could i do? i was in some wide open deserted field, with some unknown guy yelling 'RUN! JUST RUN!' so i started running, and running with the guy behind me. Well... i woke up before anything happened... lol wth ><
And i gotta say, it was so effin real, so scary... gah. Anywhos, i tried lookin for a pic that is most similar to that dream... Hmm... i think it looked SOMETHIN like this:-

But the tornado looked wayyy more wider than this... Let's pretend we're in a large football field looking at it coming nearer to us... Hmm, well it seemed scarier in the dream. Ah well. Haha, compare the 1st pic to the 2nd pic. Lol, the epicness level, 10 to 0.

The future can wait

2009-09-14T20:45:00.000-07:00

Lots of people are always worrying about the future nowadays. Which makes the present a meaningless reck. Which then turns into a useless past. So whatever you plan ahead to the future, don't worry about it. Let what will come, comes... Actually there's no specific reason in writing this post... lol.

It’s hard to see what you’re really looking for
When the path is cleared and there are no choices anymore
With the future planned ahead
When your goal is done and said
Then what’s the point of life if you don’t let your heart soar

I’m not saying don’t plan the future
Just don’t let it fill your head
With worries on whether you’ll make it, instead

Just enjoy wherever life takes you on
Cause you’ll never notice the little details till it’s gone

Im starting to write all these kinda stuff now... It's pretty fun xD
So anyways, that's really all i wanted to do. lol, Peace out.

Emo day?

2009-09-10T07:31:00.000-07:00

Today... Is the best day of my life man.... You know why...? Cause i juz found out that i've been treating my best friend like shyt all this time and i didn't even noticed... And now, she won't even talk to me... And guess what it gets better, today i also made my other best friend pissed at me cos i did somthin wrong too... And now everybody is being emo cause of me~~! =.=

Just wanted to say, I'm really sorry for all the crap i've been bringing you guys... I don't mean to be a biatch really, it's just that i dun realise these things... So to you guys, im truely absolutely friggin sorry for everything i caused you... You guys were better off not knowing me srsly...

IM REALLY SORRY...

And umm, i kinda wrote this poem cause i was making it up in the bathroom. lol, kinda went in my head so... yea... Get ready for more crap comin your way.

I didn’t know that you were so broken inside
the feelin' the pain that you were tryin' to hide
with all the hurt and the pain
it could drive you insane
please stop with all the anger and ill keep my pride

i didn't know you were broken
didn't tell me so
and now i'm feeling a guilt
that I’m never letting go

i never thought you were sad
did i hurt you that bad?
so now I’m really sorry and one more thing, i'm glad

that you were so good to hide it
that even i couldn't find it
'cause it was hard to distinguish between a lie and truth

what happen to the times
you were smiling then
but i now i realized
it all had come to an End.

Hatin'

2009-09-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

Well, im not saying i hate someone, i was just wondering about people hatin' each other, and themselves.

One thing, i don't see a point on hating ourselves. You are who you are, just accept it. Some people can hate themselves to the extend they can't handle it and well, BAM! suicide. Im not a hypocrite, there are some things i hate about myself too. Well i cry too much... (haha, crybaby here) It's either that or i'll emo over small matters. So drama right? Maybe because im being too sensitive over small things. Well i hate it. So from now on im trying to be tougher. lol.

People can also hate themselves 'cause maybe, they never forgave themselves for doing something in the past. Let me tell you something, forgiveness is HARD. Especially when you really regretted doing it and it changed your life foreva hahaha!!! *ehem ehem* sorry. Well, you cant just keep holding on to it forever right? It changed your life you say? It's part of your life! I mean, how would you know how your life was like if it didn't happen?

Ok, im sure everybody and i mean, EVERYBODY, went through this before. Hatin' on a certain someone... *looks around suspiciously* No matter what the cause, no matter how bitchy the attitude, it's gotta stop. I mean, i understand if that person did something to you, but you gotta understand that- *whispers* **they really don't mean it.** Maybe that person (let's call him/her bobo) Mayb bobo has some problems in her life, so they're just taking it out on you. Maybe bobo is going through a tough time right now, so having people hating bobo is giving him more stress and pressure. Then lagi bobo act like a b-, like that. So, you gotta replace hate with understanding. Either that or bobo's juz a retard. (sorry if anyone here's named bobo, i just used it 'cause it's a very... umm... unique name. lol)

I should stop here. Im not good at examining life anyway. haha ><>

"If you spend all your time to hate, then you won't have enough time to love"

Sorry the quote is so cacat, i forgotten the real one haha ><

letting go

2009-09-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

Ok ok, i agree that i don't think be4 i say things... *rolls eyes*
so i shall taaake back all the stuff that i said, and let's juz forget about it and move on?
It's like the same thing happening all over again last year... during this time of month summore... always must have conflicts. ah well, that's life. So, im not gonna masuk campur anymore ok? happy?? k.

Cbox scolddown... part 2?

2009-08-31T02:18:00.000-07:00

It's not that the issue is going on till now no no no! It stopped like, a couple of days ago already. It's juz that, my sis was talking to me about it and i feel like reliving it...

Well for 1 thing...
That girl said my fren copied her 'mei's blogstyle. Well it's not like my fren customized or made it herself right?? it's a skin from a certain skin website which im sure over a million people picked too. If she wants to scold ppl for that, might as well scold the whole world. O_o

And 2nd thing...
she also said my fren stole her 'picture taking' style. I would really wanna slap her right now. First of all, my fren's picture taking style is common. (no offence ^^") And it's not like she OWNS the style right? Millions of people takes pictures with that style. and need i repeat the last sentence in the previous paragraph?

And 3rd thing...
Who the *#&$ is her 'mei'? She keeps on saying that my fren is a coward for uncertain reasons, and yet her 'mei' is the 1 that doesn't wanna confront my fren herself. She had to ask her frens to go help her out instead... And seriously, to that person's mei, *ahem* WE DO NOT, I REPEAT, NOT, KNOW WHO THE &*$# YOU ARE. AS MOMO(anotha fren) SAID, YOU KEEP ON SAYING WE HAVE NO BRAINS, BUT YOU EXPECT US TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE. seriously, who are you??

Ah well. If she won't tell, i guess we just have to meet them when they beat us up after school on Monday as they said... (which is today, 31 August, Merdeka Day, a public holiday) ==

Moral of da story... use your blain be4 you go scold random ppl la...

Peace out.

Cbox scolddown

2009-08-27T09:51:00.000-07:00

Lol, the title is so lame. Anyways, my friend having a problem with her blog cbox... Some biatch is claiming that she 'stole' her 'mei's' blog style and 'taking pics' style. Makes you go wtf right?

Me and my friend don't even know who's she and that girl's mei claims that she stole her 'style'... Haizz, she so perasan thinks that ppl would steal her so-called style. And that girl speaks this sort of alien language that nobody understands, i think it's chinese-ish english-ish. Im a banana so, don't blame me.. haha. My friend asked me to tell her off but im not good at scolding ppl. ><
So i tried my best and all the bad words came outta my mouth and into the cbox. Then the whole thing turned into a cbox fight and yada yada... That girl seriously wanna cari pasal...

Anyways whoever you are, please leave my friend alone.. Don't be so perasan and think that she's copying you ok... C'mon she doesn't even know you! Tell your 'mei' that my friend doesn't have to listen to you and can do whatever she likes ok... Leave her alone will ya.

.Peace out.

Boredom is as dangerous as laziness

2009-08-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

The holidays are here! The holidays are here! ==
I am sooo happy i could die! =___=

haha, i guess i should've blogged about this last saturday. Now holidays gonna end adi...
I don't really like holidays. You'll be excited at 1st, then in the middle you'll start to get bored... And start missing school. Im juz saying la, as a person who doesnt got a life ><
Seems like i cant go anywhere cos no one made plans i see. and i cant make plans cos my mom's busy wit fetching my sis to college and back. Then family oso din plan vacation. aiks, luckily it's only a week. Pls excuse this post, i really have no idea what to blog about so.. yea.

Why do holidays start to get less fun? =/

Baka shista...

2009-08-21T09:05:00.000-07:00

My sis tagged me... This looks like a long one... oh no O__o

100 Truths

Last beverage → H20..
last phone call → Miss called my tuition teacher wtf

Last instant message → From Ann Na =D
Last song you listened to → well, listening to Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ^^
Last time you cried → i teared up abit today after school. does that count?

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice → Pathetically, no
Been cheated on → No i dun think so
Kissed someone & regretted it → No =.=
Lost someone special → Yea... haizz

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love → what's that mean?

Laughed until you cried → Nope. maybe. i dun remember xD
Met someone who changed your life → I met that baka a long time back =)
Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? → umm, nawh
How many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? → Everyone?
How many kids do you want to have → twoo..wenty! lol. nah maybe 2
Do you have any pets → Doggies, fishes, tortoise, occasional squirrels? (copyrighted from sis)
Do you want to change your name → Yea maybe to Sandra~~ lol, nah i prefer Zoe better ^^
What time did you wake up today → 11... And my alarm was 2 hours ago.. sweet
What were you doing at midnight last night → On facebook ^^ (that explains why for the answer above)
Name something you CANNOT wait for → To plan outings wif frens!! (hopefully)
Last time you saw your father→ A jiffy ago. haha, he sleeping
What's one thing you wish you could change → My jealous attitude...
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Does... Tomboy count? XD if no, then no
What's getting on your nerves right now → Seeing.. a certain situation =__=
What's your real name → Zoe la! if not, then i dunno who am i o__0
Zodiac sign → I dun bother about these things
Elementary/primary School → SKSI!!! -The Private School that Never Was a Private School-
High School → SMKSS! Bunch of crazy people there
Hair color → Black and a lil brown... According to me frens
Long or short → Layered but the longest is until the bottom of my boobs xD (too detailed?)
Are you a health freak → Heck no... Burgers for dinner and i skip breakfast... (lol, health disaster)
Righty or lefty → Righty! But i sometimes use both hands equally

FIRSTS:

First surgery → Never had surgery... YET... *dum dum dum*
First piercing → Umm, i think 10 or 9... i know it was during my b'day =)
First best friend → uh... UH... umm.... Alicia... Wilson... Lyana... (from kindies)

First sport you joined → Running i think... lol is that a sport?
First pet → Rabbit~ then I had 16 of them =X (copyright from sis)
First vacation → Genting... when i was 3... nvr went there ever since then xD
First crush → Cl.... Cla... Nah it wasn't a crush... it was fondness xD

CURRENTLY :

Eating → Remaining food particles from dinner
Drinking → Saliva. MY saliva ok..
Waiting → For Chobits to buffer...

YOUR FUTURE :

Want kids? → Why yes, yes i do
Want to get married?→ No ah, i want my son to be a bastard ah... ==" (note the sarcasm)
Careers in mind? → Vet... I dun think i can make it though

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger → lol, that would be funny! but no
Drank hard liquor → Nope... Well actually my dad asked me to try some be4 so..
Lost glasses/contacts → I dun think so... i know some ppl who did though...
Ran away from home → Neva!!
Broken someone's heart → Eh... I dun think so... Maybe i dunno
Been arrested → Haha, no laaa. Hahahaaa... *looks away*
Turned someone down → Im.. not sure... xD
Cried when someone died → All the time...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself → YESH!! SOMETIMES! ^^"
Miracles → Of course!
Love at first sight → no.
Heaven → YESH!
Santa Claus → He has a really big resemblance to my dad... hmm...
Kiss on the first date → Let's juz go wit no.
Angels → Yea! I know 1's looking after me right now =]

Okie, I answered everything TRUTHFULLY. Hmm, i choose:
1. JoYi!! Muhahaha!
2. Mariee!
3. Kat!
4. Cait! ^^
5. Anybody who ish willing to tell the truth!

Now gooo~!

Hmm, interesting tag..

2009-08-15T08:18:00.001-07:00

Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real - nothing made up!
If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name.

1. What is your name : Ian yi (i'd rather not use Zoe for this...)

2. A four Letter Word : Issh..? c'mon i say that alot!

3. A boy's Name : Ismail wtf

4. A girl's Name : Ivory!

5. An occupation : Ice mountain climber =S

7. Something you'll wear : I... would wear a shirt. lol, play cheat

8. Something sick : Ice cream dropped on the road and i licked it clean.. =P

9. A food : ICE CREAM!!

10. Something found in the bathroom: I myself bathing. lol, sorry to giv ppl creepy thoughts

11. A place : Idaho? Iceland?

12. A reason for being late : I... went to... help a cat stuck in a tree then help an old lady cross the street and saved a man from drowning!

13. Something you'd shout : I FAILED MY SEJARAH!! (someday, someday ill say this)

14. A movie title : I love you... sure got a movie that has this title wan larh

15. Something you drink : Ice lemon tea~~

16. A musical group : I and some people

17. An animal : Iguana! I cant believe i had to do research on this question..

18. A street name : Ice cream street.. a street specially made for promoting and selling, yep you guessed it, waffles.

19. A type of car : I dunno much about cars. but Inova lah

20. The title of a song : I hate everything about you by 3 days grace!

I dun wanna tag anybody lah. whoever wants to do it juz do it...
.....
Except the following people:-
~Marie
~Mun ee
~JOYI
~Cait
Muahahahaha, da lucky 4..

And i juz noticed... the first letters of my name are really... unique... lol
Im not showing off la i juz mean it's really hard to find words wit the letter.

-by Z.K.I.Y

To stop the spamming... (glares at marie)

2009-08-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

Hey, what's the first thing that comes to your mind when i say this:

"Sorry i took out your skirt yesterday..."

haha! Joyi said it sounded weird... and it kinda does xD
anyways here's the story to it.. It was kh time and we were working on our cloths and stuff. Maka(then) i saw Joyi's last year's project in her file. it was a skirt la, maka i grabbed it maka she terus snatched my hand outa the plastic bag while i holdin the skirt... not my fault right, she grabbed my hand! lol. then she shout 'fk u!!' ==
She sounded pissed... but i looked at da skirt anyway.. lol. And i can tell you this, it had an A+++ written all over it. Anyways, sowwy joyi... sorrysorrysorrysorrysorry..

Soo.. i guess that's enuf for a post yea? peace out

When the broiler is not working...

2009-07-10T06:55:00.000-07:00

Shortie fire burning on the dancefloor~ whoa~

Except this isn't about shorties... or dancefloors... mostly burning. haha.
It's 9 something at night.. and im bored...
So, since i have nothin to lose, grab the nearest item and do something! >.> looks at marshmallow jar... <.<
Started stuffing myself, although i wasn't hungry. after all, i ate 2 plates of spaghetti for dinner tonight (my sis couldn't finish her plate). Then it was getting boring again. and i was tired of the simple marshmallow taste. so i went and stick 3 of em on a stick and thought of cooking them in the broiler ( if you dunno what's broiler, sorry cause i dunno either). Then... i pull the switch down and... tok. nothin happened. hmm, then my dad came and give it a go. tok. nothing happened too. But i wasn't that dissappointed, cause an idea hit my head at that moment... ==,

"it's ok dad, i'll juz eat it raw then, haha."

Or did i...
i then took them out and ran to the computa room, while taking a candle with me. i bet you know what i was gonna do next. i burned like almost... 2 or 3. these are some pics i took cause it juz looks so awesome!

An epic fail of a burned marshmallow that you can't see. Im juz showing you the not-burned 1s yet. and the candle ^^

Let da burning begin! (ps, i didn't photoshop arh. Like i even know how to)

Lookin good. i feel da heat already.

And... successs~~ compare the marshmallows in the jar to the 1 on the stick. hope you enjoyed da show~

*munch munch munch*

FAIL

2009-07-05T07:08:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA! hey check out these pics i got from -http://failblog.org/-
ps, check out that website if ya got nth better to do or need a few lols

I feel sorry for the guy...

Could he even see through?

W...T...F....

get ur nut sacks here!!

Such an insult! *hmf*

Dun ask why they put the word "fail" in every1 of em. IM not so sure myself. But it sure adds to the funniness.
That's all i got so far. See more at--see URL at the above msg--
And to wee chien, this is da update lah. haha. lazy to type type type di.

20 days already?!

2009-06-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

BOOOOMMM!!!
HERE COMES DA MIGHTY KOOKIE!! KOOOKIEEE! i like my shoes.

well i gotta start off this post wit something yea?
wow, exactly 20 days since i've updated...
so, hmm....been feeling abit emoish these past few days. Mayb it's juz mood swings i dunno... I HATE MOOD SWINGS! hope it goes away soon~ =_=

(~random topic changy time!~)

hey didja guys ever helped a stray dog be4..? the feeling is awesome. it's not like i had soo much time to hunt strays but if 1 ended up in ur backyard... not muchofa choice eh? anyways, it was huge! but it din look that scary cause it seems tiresome and lonely... lol. i took a bowl and told my mom i was gonna giv it some water but my mom said no... she gave me a pail instead xD
then i put it where the dog was cause it's chain gots stuck between da branches... yea, either it'sa lost or abandoned... wow, it drinked like it nvr drinked in years... poor guy. then my mom called me neighbour(who has a german shepherd too) to come check out da dog. (if you're wonderin how my mom convinced him, she lied and asked if he lost his dog xD) then he said the dog was imported and it used to be a really nice dog... and guess whad, the dog had a really srs ear infection. it's so bad that there are worms in it... sad. He said the best thing is to put the dog to sleep... curse that person who abandoned his dog like that!! hope the same thing happens to you sucker!

(~random changy topic time!~)

Didja hear the latest news?! MJ died this morning! OMG!! I'll miss him... (although im not much of a fan.. lol) Hope he rests in peace. only a few hours ago i bothered to researched abt his life. turns out, he din really have a good childhood... you should go check it out on wiki... he gots abused by his dad... so sad.

anyways, i gotta go now. Not much happened these past 20 days huh.. lol.

(~random changy topic time!~)

Ok i forgot to add this 'episode' i had... It was science and i had to go to da lab... (i was feeling a little blurblur then la..) so when i went down, kat was like 'hey where should we put our bags arh?' then i said put inside the lab la... so when i went in, the 1st thing that popped was hey... that's not my teacher... and why is my class so 'small'? and guess whad, I WENT IN DA WRONG LAB! lol. it was a form 1 class and they were all staring at me like im some kind of weirdo. with an 'umm...', i ran out and i mean RAN! then kat and joyi saw me running out and they gave a surprised yet amused look while screaming 'IAN YI!!' wah... i no face adi... then i terus hide behind Joyi. XP Good thing teacher wasn't there yet...

whee~ that's it. i can't believe i forgot to write that ytd...

May sickness, June recovery

2009-06-06T05:42:00.000-07:00

Wow... it's been a while since i visited this thing.. let alone UPDATE it... lol, my last post was about choir competition... I guess you all the know the results di no need to point it out again =.=

annie waist(anyways), nothing new happenin in school... just exam week again and results gonna be annouced next week ahahaha so happy (=_=). And guess whad, somebody got higher than me in maths.. smartass. Don't take this the wrong way, im not jealous... (lol, yea right)

Been learning the guitar by myself for awhile... Still suck lar, but at least i learned a few stuff. I can strum "stand by me"! lol. but i still suck so ah well...

Oh yea, although im already 4 days late but...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYI!!!

Congratz you finally turned 5!!

so i guess that's it. lol, told you nth much happened in May...

Just to update

2009-05-02T23:45:00.000-07:00

Wow... After all these months. I never thought that it could get this pressuring.. pressure.. pressure...

But it paid off anyway.

CAUSE SAUJANA CHOIR GOT TOP 5 BABY!!!! WOOH!!! (happy dancing)

But although, it seems bittersweet. Cause we gonna have anotha competition next thursday and you know whad that means... Practice... More practice... MORE PRACTICE... and more prac.. *flop on da ground*

GAHHH!! IMASICKOFITSICKOFITSICKOFIT! and it's the sames songs all over again! It's already stuck in mah head and it won't stop playing!! ahhhh

kidding.

I kinda like the songs. although you guys, it's kinda lullaby-ish... yes? We need more livelier songs... How come we cancelled lion sleeps tonight.. sob.

Anyways, i hope we'll do better in the finals. omg im so happy we got top 5 out of 25 schools! eeeeee!! ^^

Hot n cold

2009-04-12T00:57:00.000-07:00

My hands are freezin, my head is burnin, c'mon body, make up ur mind!! I guess my cold and heat receptors are twisted togede... Hey marie, when i said i haven't gotten a fever this year, i spoke too soon. lol.

Not only i got a *cough* fever, *cough* i got a *cough cough* too... And *cough* the cough gave me a *cough* sorethroat... *cough cough* ouch my throat...

I dunno *cough* how i got sick *cough* so easily like that... Mayb i eat too much ice cream in school *cough* haha. And i think *cough* the ice cream also gave me a *cough cough* stomach ache. Gah, this is so *cough* annoying...

Hope i *cough* could sing *cough* for choir tml.. *cough* Wish me *cough* luck! hahaha =) well, that's all i wanted to *cough* about. ps, mind the coughs

My prayers answered

2009-04-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

hey ya know...
These pass few days i've been praying alot...
And they're all the same prayer.
Just wanted it to happen so badly...

And it has.

I was so overjoyed that i cried happy-tears for the 1st time... and during koir, whoops Oo
in school today, i kinda met a guy along the way to school. My friends have been talking about him and all their comments was, "that guy is weirdddd!"

But for me, i thought he was pretty nice ^^
Ok, i admit it may be weird for a guy to stand outside the school talking to whoever passes by... But he IS kinda nice. And you gotta admit, everything he says is quite meaninful. He told me somethin about a friend which kinda scared me cause i have NO IDEA how he knows her, let alone how he knows that I KNOW HER. Anyways, what he told me was like... he was answering my prayers. i dunno how he does it. So...

Actually that's all i wanted to blog about.
Da conclusion after all that crapping:- prayer works... believe it =)

(ps. hey joyi if you're readin this, just wanted you to know, it's about you xD)

Blue bird (by sane)

2009-03-31T08:42:00.000-07:00

You looked over at that branch and saw a blue bird. It’s smooth down is still wet and ruffled. Not special, really… It just rained didn’t it? Look closer… You can still see every glistening droplet of water clinging on to the frayed feathers. A drop of liquid rolled down. You laughed at yourself; had you been a second later, you would’ve thought it was crying. You move closer to the poor bird and it still didn’t blink. Those beady black eyes reflect the rainbow in the sky. What an unusual find, you thought as you step away.

The small bird shook its head, droplets flying off. But all the while, keeping a watch over the rainbow. Had it have lips, it would have shown a bitter smile. Like a broken young man with a slim ray of hope in his downcast eyes. The little bird wished he could have sighed. What was up there, above the rainbow? If only I knew…It was too high up, no matter how I flew. I can’t follow my beloved to the place. That place. The one I’ve heard but never seen.

The bird cocked its head to the side. It had just heard a sound. There, whispered the blue bird’s heart, in the bushes. The bird ignored the presence and stared at the vast blue that was the sky. My friends… They have all left without me. Now, all I can do is dream to see them. Maybe someday, I will… Somehow…

You watch as the boy strung his string shot with a pebble. You realize in horror what he was about to do. The bird seemed to be so ignorant of the danger. But it knows, trust me it knows. Some days, I just wish and wish I can see them again. They’ll be there, in the land over the colorful stripes. Yes… I just know it. Where dark clouds can’t touch them, and dangers lie far away. They’re waiting for me.

The boy hesitated for a moment, as the bird looked straight at him with pleading eyes. Do it… Now… He couldn’t understand why the bird didn’t fly away. But soon, he resumed position… The rubber tightened as it was stretched.

If… all my friends… You got up as he took aim.
Made it across that colorful line… You open your mouth, ready to yell.
This way… Then… The boy stuck out his tongue, concentrating.
I’ll go their way to see them… Once more… The bird closed its eyes, ready to welcome the killing shot. Your hand was an inch away from stopping that boy. He released his grasp on the rubber… And you were just a second too late as you watched the bird fall to the ground…

… Like me…

I hope… Whenever you see a blue bird soaring the skies, don’t worry about me. I’ll be there, with my friends… Waiting for you when time and fate calls for… Ready to welcome you home…

End

Hey you know...
I thought my blog was turning too cheery, so i kinda you know, reduced the cheery-ness. ^^
Hope you enjoyed the story. Written by a really talented person... really talented...

Sounds sooo wrong.... =S

2009-03-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

Ok... When i say this... What do you think of?~

-I put my leg on her shoulder. We were doing some activity... I started panting. Faster... and faster... It was so painful... And she laughed cause it looks utterly ridiculous.- lol!

It was pjk la... It was one of those stretching exercises, you know(try to bend your leg to touch your head). and it looked sooo wrong when teacher asked us to do it. Oh yeah, and the panting part, i was suffering from the agony of that frickin exercise... like i busted a gut or something ==

Oh yea.. my face was also turning red somehow... lol! that's why joyi was laughin. i think i would have laughed too if there was a mirror around xD (ps Kat... you were sooo lucky you didn't have to do this...)

Anywayss... pjk was fun actually. It was all about stretching and torture. And ya know what, teacher kept on asking me to do the examples... so i was kinda the first to do the exercise. Wow, i guess shortness has some benefits too =P (ps shortest girl in class here!! lol)

Oh, and nothing wrong or horny was going on ok.... dun think senget ah. haha

Nut house

2009-03-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

That room is fricking stuffy, and hot, and it can make you go crazy. They keep important stuff in there like files and a computer. DARN YOU BILIK KOKO!!

Ya see, me and Joyi were assigned to a job by Cik Fong for God knows why she chose us to do it. I guess because joyi looks smart enough to handle it and i look dumb enough to accept it. Well for 1 thing.. It sucks! btw, our work is to key-in some koko marks for last year's classes. We're not even paid to do it. That's juz sad. It's like a mon-fri kind of thing until we're done wit keying-in all da classes, and 1 class is hard enough tyvm...

Actually i decided to blog bout it today cause this is da most awkward day of the year(so far). I came early to go for koko but, Cik fong asked us to 'work' today so we had to tell our koko teacher and get our butts kicked.. So we went to see teacher and i dunno why, we waited in line for some reason while teacher's lecturing in front. Then i told joyi this is stupid so we went to the front (ps the waiting was awkward).

Then after all that.. blah blah blah, went back to see Cik fong blah blah blah, had to wait for Cik fong to get attendance for ping pong (ps Cik fong is ping pong teacher). And the waiting was so long which makes us look so weird! Then finally teacher gave us the key( i wonder why we nvr asked for the key in the first place).

So off we go~~
Then in there, it was ok at first, but still troublesome. then we finally done with 1 class! Teacher came in, asked us why we did our own way of keying in the marks(which was confusing for me cause teacher told us to do it that way weeks ago =/). Kept quiet about that.. Then teacher showed us HER way of doing it. Which actually didn't work( i dun think she's good at computer stuff xD). So... We continued doing it our way~ lol

ok, the 2nd class was crazy. There were so many weird names we can't help it but laugh. And the way joyi says it is so funny. haha. After a while we started to go gila gila abit la cause we've been doing it for too long i guess =/ It was so funny! (ps joyi was more gila than me ok)

Wow, i wrote too long adi. Anyways, my point is that today was an awkward day and we actually went gila in the koko room so... Today was fun~~ ^^

Been doing anotha tag somehow 0o

2009-03-20T04:35:00.000-07:00

Uh, somehow there seems to be all sorts of tags going around... And this 1 is called...

.::58 Truths::.

001. Real Name
~Zoe Kuek Ian Yi. Awesome eh~ haha

002. Nickname(s) :
~Ian Yi(by everybody),Ducky(by Haritha =.=), Zoe(by most people)

003. DOB :
~4 March 1995 (sheesh this tag is so pushy)

004. Zodiac Sign :
~I don't believe in these things and i think the ppl who made it should go and die

005. Male or Female :
~Female

006. Elementary :
~Uh, is elementary school kindergarden? If it is, then it's Da Salvation Army

007. Middle School :
~ SKSI!!! (btw, sports day is on 28 March 2009. Better be there~)

008. High School :
~SMK Seri Saujana. Averagely ok with being there for the moment.

009. College :
~Dunno yet. No plans!

010. Hair Colour :
~Brack/blown

011. Long or Short :
~Considered long

012. Loud or Quiet :
~Im normally loud when im with ppl i know very well. Quiet when I dunno what they're talking about

013. Sweats or Jeans :
~I like pants!!

014. Phone or Camera :
~Phone lah

015. Health Freak :
~Not really. But i still care for me health ok..

016. Drink or Smoke :
~Drink. Like apple juice, 7up, sprite... lol

017. Do you have a crush on someone :
~Yes. Yes i do

018. Eat or Drink :
~Umm, i like stuff

019. Piercings :
~yep

020. Tattoos :
~Never. Did you know they're the sign of the devil?

021. First piercing :
~I think when im 10. All i know is that it was on my birthday ^^

022. First Best Friend :
~Uh, omg, i forgot! But one of them is Wilson. Same school as me now

023. First Award :
~If you talking medals, Got 3 during Standed 1 during Sports day ^^

024. First Pet :
~ Australian Silky Terrier named Sunshine... Got attacked by stray dogs and... *sob*

025. First Big Vacation :
~KK!! (Kota Kinabalu) it was awesome!

026. First Big Birthday :
~I dun remember...

Currently

027. Eating :
~Eating a buffet dinner at my house lol. glad you asked

028. Drinking :
~Syrup and water and saliva

029. I'm about to :
~put a piece of chicken in my mouth

030. Listening to :
~nothing at the moment

034. Plans for today :
~No plans. And my day is already half gone..

035. Waiting for :
~School to re-open. Yes im excited bout that ^^

Future

036. Want kids ?
~I guess. But after i hear all those mothers talking about giving birth to one.. Maybe i'll reconsider

037. Want to get married ?
~Why dyou wanna know these things?

038. Careers in mind ?
~I was kinda thinking of being a vet. Although im not entirely sure yet. And im not copying Kat ok..

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like?

039. Lips or Eyes ?
~Definately eyes! But who am i to say, my eyes are so bleh

040. Shorter or Taller ?
~You can find a guy that's taller than me anywhere!

041. Romantic or Spontaneous ?
~UH

042. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms ?
~Body doesn't count for me =.=
But i wouldn't like a guy that's wayy fat ok

043. Sensitive or Loud ?
~Fun

044. Hook-up or Relationship ?
~Relationship la

045. Trouble Maker or Hesitant ?
~I dunno. really

Have you ever..

046. Lost glasses or contacts :
~Nope! But most ppl i know they always drop it in da toilet bowl xD

047. Ran away from home :
~No. that'll be stupid

048. Held a gun/knife for self defence :
~Self defence from what in the first place?

049. Killed somebody :
~I'll be in hell right now if i did

050. Broken someone's heart :
~Im...not sure

051. Been arrested :
~Nope. Im not problematic ok

052. Cried when someone died :
~DUH OF COURSE

053.Kissed anyone:
~My parents xD

Do you believe in...

054. Yourself :
~Most of the time

055. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now ?
~Yeah

056. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now ?
~umm, 50/50

057. Do you believe in God ?
~Yes!!

058. Post as 58 truths and tag 10 people:

JoYi
Cait
Mun ee
Marie
Wee chien

5 ppl oni lah.. ^^

Projects stinks...

2009-03-17T09:35:00.000-07:00

Projects are too stressing... haha. Im not saying that cause im lazy or anything but.. It's just interfering with my regular daily work like sleeping or laying around the house...

It's just that it's so ma fan we have discussions her discussions there and they all end in a fight or something... It's sooo not "merapatkan"-ing our friendship. I mean, for all group work that's suppose to happen right? But this group is SO not like that. But i still love my group ok ^^"

I
Heart
My
Group
!!

And marie, pls dun get stressed up about being da leada and all but, it is your job to boss us around xD. And i hope all the fights will decrease in number ok... Joyi, you are a great help to the group and thank you very much for doing better in my job than i do.... =__=

Yesterday's tomorrow

2009-03-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

Might as well write it now since it's da first thing i thought of... =.=

\Science -98
/Geo -94
\Maths -92
/Moral -90
\BI -84
/Seni -83
\KH -79
/Sejarah-76
\Pjk -74
/Sivik -70
\BM -68

So anyways...
Today when me and Queenie went to da canteen, i had to find a place to sit lar. and... I kinda accidentally sat at da gangster's side of da table without noticing... ^^" lol. I didn't even know. And i think 1 of da girls there was kinda looking at me and i was like, dun care~. Then phui yee passed by and said "wah ian yi you so brave eh~~" and i was like, huh?? But.. luckily queenie was there and told me to move it. Thank god... After all that she told me that normally the gangsters 'rule' that side of da table and yes, now only i knew that. Lol, im so outdated!!!

Oh yea btw, thank you Queenie~ xD

So anyways... xD
I told Joyi mayb i was gonna blog about this... So i did! Joyi has been saying some really weird thihngs that sounded soo wrongggg... xD
example:
joyi: hey should he(her sketch of a guy's head) be wearing a cap or a hoodie?
me: dunno. I prefer a hoodie.
joyi: oh well, i should draw something different from what i usually do. Nah i should draw him with nothing on~~
me: ..... *slightly gonna burst out laughing*
joyi: ok that sounded wrong... 0.0

lol, im so lame.... XD

Half da results...

2009-03-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

We got back our results. It wasn't that good... But it was still considered ok ok ^^
I got back Sejarah, Geografy, BI, Seni, Science and Maths today.

ME RESULTS!!
Hoppin to pass with da frying colars no?(Hoping to pass with flying colours right?)

Sejarah= 76 =)
Geo= 94 =D
BI= 84 =)
Seni= 83 =/
Science= 98 =DDD
and finally maths i gots 92 =/

Not bad eh? lol, im so show offy. Well, i hope the other results are better than this... Pray that i could pass BM and Sivik!! hahahaa

Got tagged... again

2009-03-06T08:40:00.000-08:00

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.

B.) Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

C.) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

I tag...
-Anyone who's bored right now and has nothing to do

01. What have you been doing recently?
Well, i can tell you that i have NOT been studying cause exams are finally over!! lol

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Nope, except if i just found out i have a stalker or something 0.o

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?

Pressing the snooze button several times

04. When did you last cry?

Well, i actually felt teary yesterday cause i just found out my sejarah results were horrible!

05. Believe in fate/destiny?

Your whole life is yours to fool around with, but leaving this world is everybody's destiny in the end

06. What do you want in your life right now?

Well, for 1 thing, GROWING TALLER. And hoping to get good grades for this monthly test ^^

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

If i have an umbrella, i'll use the umbrella. If i had a hood, i'll use the umbrella xD

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?

Truthfully, a boaster ^^. I can do without the pillow actually cause i normally sleep on the boaster

09. What bottom are you wearing now?

short shorts

10.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?

aww, i got lots cause my birthday was 2 days ago. lol. But i'll have to juz choose 1 of em: Sending u a cute bear... (picture of a bear) Wishing you a Happy Birthday full of happiness.. from: Tzen, 4-Mar-09 22:18

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

well, if i HAD one it would be fun to do so ^^

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

Uh, no. It kinda only fits me xD

13. What was the last movie you caught?

Uh... I think it's HSM3. The movies ok. It's quite nice ^^

14. What are you proud of?

My fam, my friends, and everything that has made my life worth living for

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?

"I coming 7.35" From Kelly C, 25-feb-09 00.02. lol!

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
well, it's The Lion Sleeps Tonight during choir. And it was awesome by the way ;D

17. Do you have any nick names?

i have 1 but it's totally nerdy... Maths queen xD. Dun... say... anything.

18. What does your last received text message say?

It say "hey im doing a tag now and it's driving me up the wall with all these questions about my text messages..." lol. jkjk

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

about.. 1 something

20. Are you currently happy?

Umm, yea. Sure. If this tag wasn't as long as it is =.=

21. Who gives you best advice?

My friends and sometimes my sis but that's very seldom

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

If i had whipped cream in a can i would do that whenever i could ^^

23.Who did you talk on phone last night?

No one. I dun really talk on da phone unless it's something important

24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
Are you counted?

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

Joyi and Kat bugging me to kick 'him' outa the conversation in MSN. And nigahiga on Youtube too xD

26. Do you wear toe socks?

Nope. But i do have a pair in my drawers and they looks so nice to wear xD

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

Marie when i was in tuition yesterday... Luckily my phone was in silent mode

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?

Well, yeah. once...

29. Who annoys you most in a person?

I dun really get this question and neither does the person who tagged me

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

Shhhhh.... ^^

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

Umm, no.. And i dun think i ever will cause i juz found out what cocaine is juz now...

32. What is the colour of your room?

Whitish white... And i kinda drew my name on it above my bed. So it's kinda colourful on 1 side xD

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?

No. I'd be tempted but no.. no. A billion dollars won't save you from hell ^^

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?

The words that comes out is what really matters...

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

Umm... me. Duh~ These questions are so curious...

36. Who was the last person to hug you?

I'd have to say my dad. i always hug him be4 i go sleep ^^

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

Don't think I've kissed anyone before in that matter...

38. Do you have a life?

Well, I dunno~

39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?

In movies, of course! In reality, no... That'll be so rude.. xD

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

I dun have a profile song but... If i did, it won't mean anything

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

Uh... i didn't dream of anybody. I think. How would i remember?!

42. Last time you smiled?

about, 00:07:37 from now ^^

43. Have you changed this year?

Some of my friends say DUH~~ and some say, i remain the same 0.o

44. What are you listening right now?

Lady Gaga- Poker face. New ultimate favourite song~

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?

No...

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?

Open. But it'll be so cool if i could walk wit eyes closed =D

47. Is there a quote you live by?

I have lots of quotes. But i dun follow most of them ^^"

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?

Yeah~ It's just so sad right?

49. Have you ever played an instrument?

Piano, keyboard, violin and guitar. hey, i didn't say that i could play it nicely right~

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?

Thinking that i could actually get good grades in this exam by cramping on it all night... =.=

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?

uh... I think i was watching youtube

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

It sucks...

53. What song best describe your love life?
I guess it'll be "im just a girl with a crush on you" by Britney Spears ^^"

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

No, or at least i dun think so

55. Who always make you laugh?

Friends and family. Always

56. Do you speak other language other than English?

yeah, but im horrible at languages...

57. Favourite website(s)?

www.youtube.com, or any other websites that makes me laugh

58. What's your middle name?

Does Kuek Ian make any sense?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

Sleep till 1 and relaxing from all the pressure from this week

60. What do you think you are like?

Very blurr, forgetful, stupid, and horrible at making conversations =.=

61. Who will you choose to die with?

I won't say the love of my life although i dun even know him yet...

62. Where have you been today?

school and home!

63. What game do you play often?
Im not a gaming kind of person... Im an MSN kinda person xD

64. Who are you missing right now?
all me friends~ won't be seeing them till tuesday...

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, which will you choose?

this is confusing because i love my friends...

66. What are you doing right now?

This freakin tag!

67. Which primary school are you from?

SKSI! The awesomest school of chaos and the most empty school i've ever seen

68. Name 3 colours that you like?

Purple, white and black

69. What emotion you like to show?

the happyness of seeing other people being happy

70. What is your life to you?

A piece a gem that hasn't been polished yet

71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?

emo the whole day of juz let it all out to a friend

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?

Katherine, the tagger who tagged me =.=

73. Who do you admire most?

Most of my friends, and the people who has a syok life...

74. Which month are you born in?

-March-

75. How are you feeling right now?

The feeling of knowing you have 25 more questions to go is not very good...

76. What is the time now?

2 minutes to 2.00 am

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

Katherine... Kind of person? An easily pissed, mature person... (copyright from Joyi)

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Didn't dye my hair. But if i did, mayb brownish brunette. I like brunette ^^

79. Why are you doing this test?

You know, i have no idea...

80. What do you do when you're moody?

Emo... and i won't be very chatty. But who can tell the difference xD

81. At which age you wish to get married??

I dunno. As long as he's the 1, i guess i dun really care.

82.Who is more important to you?

My friends and family la! Sheesh!

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?

Wah, uh, i would tell that person my feelings xD. And if it really wasn't my last day in the end, suicide @_@

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

Shhhhh ^^

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

What dyou mean 'believe'? I saw 1 with my own eyes before! But if you mean in life, then i would say: The heavier the rain, The brighter the rainbow will be in the end ^^"

86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?

I dunno... really

87. What is your goal for this year?
To have the best year of my life!

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes of course!

89. What feeling do you love most?

I'd have to say... Happyness ^^

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?

Yeah! duh! So panas nowadays~

91. What feeling do you hate the most?

Jealousy and anger. Could lead to destruction you know xD

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Heck yeah! Without it, life will suck...

93. Do you believe in God?

Absolutely heck yeah!!

94. Who cares for you most?

My family! =)

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

F and F... I've said it alot of times already...

96. What will you bring when you fight?

Uh, i dun wanna fight~~

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Lots of stuff.. I dun wanna remember

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?

Wow, that sucks... what did i do?

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?

Break up with him be4 he breaks up with me...

100. How do you feel now?
Feeling so tired and pissed and i feel like i've wasted alot of time doing this!! =.=

Road less travelled

2009-03-02T06:58:00.000-08:00

Haizz... I dun really know what's this post about. It juz came to me so.. I juz write lah xD. Well, you know those times when you dun feel like you belong, im kinda feeling that nowz. I mean, i dun even know what's going on inside me anymore... Gosh, im so confused. And you know what, i dun even know what the problem is! LOL. Sorry, you can stop reading now. There's something wrong with me... xD

ps, i know the pic is not a fork road, but i just like it ^^

Another big slug~

2009-02-27T04:08:00.000-08:00

I feel like this is the biggest slug i found, but then it couldn't compare to the first =/. Well, it started of when we were practicing for the sukan, you know, raptai...

It was ok at first, cause kawad(marching) was fun! But then we had to stand for 3-4 hours straight... in the perhimpunan place... But at least we weren't the only ones standing there. Then, the teachers were giving these long speeches that were like, 30 minutes long or so, it was irritating!

After that all the "flag-holders" were suppose to run to the front to give that weird ikhrar that they do every year. They were suppose to run synchronously la. So the teachers asked them to re-do and re-do and re-do... We were like, so pissed with the teacher we feel like killing her. The teacher was on the stage, with an UMBRELLA, using the mike, shouting at us... =.=

Then, the worse part is we had to do the whole performance again... It was suppose to finish at 10, but then it took another 2 hours... My feet are killing me right now... Right now i got this weird sunburn on my neck which is not really sunburn, i dunno what izit... It's the same as what wee chien got la.

After everything, we(me, haritha and kelly) went upstairs to change. Then you know, 2 pengawas percubaan were half way locking the door to the stairs. Then we were like: "please la, let us through since you haven't lock the door yet... We're so dang tired!" Then they look at us, look at each other, then lock the door =.='' So zha dou... what kind of person does that... Pengawas PERCUBAAN some more. And actually kelly had more authority than them... omg we've juz been owned by a couple of form 1s =S. So... we had to walk all the way to the other gate juz to get to the toilet... I was so pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haritha said that was the 1st time she heard me say that much bad words on the way to the stairs xD

So... Im not gonna say anything else cause im not as angry as then now. ^^ By the way, don't you think it's weird that both of my bad days are on Wednesday? Funny funny...

Terlarut di Sungai Kinta!

2009-02-20T05:02:00.000-08:00

That's just a phrase Joyi taught me so that i could remember sejarah things. (thank you joyi ^^) That phrase means bijih timah di perak ada di Daerah Larut dan Daerah Kinta. Easy to rmb right??

Not only that. There are more phrases that dun really makes sense but it does. I guess it's because it's funny that's why i remember. The British came to Tanah Melayu to burn stuff like bijih timah, emas, bijih besi dan arang batu. see joyi, i remember!! =D

The longest story she told me is the Perang klang di Selangor story. I'll juz tell you guys in english k.
Well, it started when Starfish Guy(Raja Sulaiman) adi 'mangkat'. Then his son Sourgrape Guy (Raja Mahadi) was gonna take his place but then the people dun like ma.. Cause he sourgrape. Then, as replacement they threw in the throne was Random-Guy Fruitseller (Raja Abdullah). Wah, that guy damn lucky man. Then Sourgrape not puas hati ma, he go threw a stone at random guy. Then 10 keris came back at him. So they start to fight fight loh.

That's all i remember so far... Thanks joyi for helping me remember. And if i miss out anything, tell me ah.

I think this is what they'll look like in the story....

Next scene...

Look out sejarah, cause im coming to get you! (well, not really) ^^

Utterly Stressed-out

2009-02-19T08:00:00.001-08:00

My title and picture says it all....

Im having some problems with handling my own time. Like, im always doing my homework till midnight. That explains why im such a shorty xD. Then sometimes i have to wake up early just to CONTINUE doing my homework. It's like never-ending man... And that's just school stuff.

I don't do my tuition homework you know. At all. Maybe sometimes i do it la, about half an hour before i go to tuition. but that's when im eating my dinner. Urgh! I need a schedule man... But i just can't find the time to do it. Maybe i go on9 too much ^^". but hey, i need at least a little happiness in my life don't i? Hahax.

Haiz... I seriously need some help. I feel like im not gonna do so good this year. Im sinking, i need some1 to pull me up! =(

To violin, or not to violin?

2009-02-18T07:24:00.000-08:00

Sorry. I couldn't think of a better title xD.

Anyways, my mom told me la, i should go back to learning violin once i've finished learning piano to Grade 8. which i think is totally stressful and tiring. But i would like to learn violin actually... I've learned once. It was fun, but i didn't like the way i play it. I sounded like... A person who couldn't play violin. I can breakdown very easily... ^^"

Well, maybe i was juz trying to be perfect in playing it. Im always like that wan. what do they call it... Perfectionist. Am i being perasan? If i am, ignore me. My teacher said all beginners are like that. But seeing all the other ppl playing at the centre makes me so... down in the ditch... I mean, when you hear somebody playing it so well, makes you feel so... gah! I shouldn't compare, but... dunno lah... Im too confused now. I should stop. =S

So, should i play, or should i not? (if can, please leave a comment on your suggestion)

The Biggest slug in my lettuce sandwich..

2009-02-14T07:52:00.000-08:00

No this is not about lettuce sandwiches! It's just a phrase i learned from a book ^^. It kinda means the worst day of my life...

This happened a long time ago. I juz decided to blog about it =)

reason no1~ Had sukan practice today. After i ran across the field, i vomited in the canteen... eww...

reason no2~ I didn't bring my sejarah text book(which i thought was ok because during that time, our class haven't found a sejarah teacher yet) but suddenly out of the blue and into the purple, she came that day! Like, WTH right?! So as punishment, i had to stand up for the whole sejarah period...

reason no3~ I also didn't bring my kh text book ^^'' and my kh teacher is quite strict... I lazy describe her la, you go to Kat's blog and see lah xD. But this reason is not so reasonable because she didn't really scold me so... Im lucky.

reason no4~ Then after recess, i just got news from a friend that today don't have pjk... I was like... noooooo!!! (p.s. i like pjk, i looove pjk...)

well, that's about it. It doesn't seem so bad in my blog but.. It IS horrible in reality. I hope nothing like this will ever happen again. And, i really learn alot from this day:-

1. no matter what.. always bring my text books.
2. never push myself to run across the field if i can't anymore.
3. well, there's no no3 because pjk doesn't happen every week so.. I guess i have to deal with it =/

ok, im done here. buhbyes!!

Valentine poem

2009-02-13T06:28:00.000-08:00

Hey.. My friend sent me this poem, and i think it's really true and meaningful.. in a sort of emo and dark way... hahax. Anyways, here's the poem:-

Darker Side of Valentine - By Kael (Class Project)

Once again, we’ve reached that part,
When everywhere you look you see a heart.
Where you might start thinking you’re blind,
‘Cos pink and red’s all you find…

It’s time when eardrums burst with high-pitched squealing,
And most girls in the Girl’s school’s blushing.
Girls endlessly chatting on the same topic,
Again and again about which guy they wanna pick.

When florists makes the most in months,
And guys requesting the cutting of plants.
Girls accept them without a second thought,
And leave them around just to rot.

Cavities follow the gift of chocolate,
Nauseous crowds unlucky to be behind lovebirds.
Man, the air is just too crazily sweet,
While some enjoy it, it makes a handful sick.

And behind the scene’s, people never knew,
The truth of heartbreaks when confession’s flew.
Avoidable tears fell on this accursed day,
When people reject what others' hearts say.

Ain't it beautiful? hehehe... well, it IS called the darker side of Valentine ^^. Have a Happy Heart Day you guys!! Oh, and credits to Kael, she wrote this poem. =)

Prayers and Curses

2009-02-09T05:42:00.000-08:00

Hey yal... I was supposed to write this a loong time ago. Eh heh.. But anyways..

My aunt kinda got an accident. She's ok now la, but her face is horribly bruised all over, and her leg kinda got fractured. Ok, here's what happened. She was checking the air-cond in her car while she's standing outside her car la. Then out of nowhere, a &%*#% guy was speeding like, out-of-controllably, and hit my aunt's car, causing her to fly out. Then her lips busted and all the bruises on the face came la(ouchies). Then her workers saw her and sent her to hospital. Prayers for her...

The guy that hit her was only like, 16? 17? And haven't even got his license yet... What kind of parents let their son do something like that?! Crazy parents... Then at court or somethin, the father wanted to take the blame so that the son won't go to jail. It was like saying the son didn't do anything wrong. Sheesh... I dun really know what happened after that so... End. Prayers for the parents and their son ^^.

What? You thought i was gonna curse them? You crazy. I was gonna curse my never-ending homework xD. Curses... I know, im so random. =)

A Tag...

2009-02-04T06:29:00.000-08:00

Ok. This is a tag about you and your friends.
1st, name your ten top best friends
2nd, rank them from number one to ten
3rd, write down a short description about them.
1. Caitlen
2. Mun ee
3. Joyi
4. Haritha
5. Kelly
6. Katherine
7. Marie
8. Cheok hymm
9. Grace
10. Andrew

Ok. On with the questions. No peeking! No changing the names!

1. How did you meet number 1?

» Primary school Year 1

2. Why is number 7 your best friend?

» cuz she my good friend la.. -_-

3. What is number 10 like?

» quite smart, funny, horny..

4. What is your favorite memory of number 3?

» umm... i forgot. i dunno ^^

5. Who does number 9 like

» she dun like anybody

6. Love them all?

» without a doubt

7. Trust them all?

» mostly..

8. How old is number 4?

» 14 (same age as me)

9. Ever been in the same bed? If so, who?

» no.. you crazy?!

10. Does number 8 know you guys are best friends?

» i dun think so..

11. Name one of number 5's hobbies.

» listening to music

12. What is number 6 good at?

» talking, lots of other stuff

13. Do you have a crush on anyone above?

»well, last time... xD

14. Make a nickname for all of them

1. Caitlen [cait]

2. Mun ee [Cheryl]

3. Joyi [wong jojo]xD

4. Haritha [ham & jam]

5. Kelly [KFC / KLCC]

6. Katherine [kat]

7. Marie [mountain/Biscuit] (she doesn't approve to mountain)

8. Cheok Hymm [Chalk / Cheoky]

9. Grace [Grape / or just grace xD]

10. Andrew [drew/Goldilocks] (dun ask)

15. Do you love number 1?

» Love 'em like french fries! or at least like a bestie ^^"

16. Who is number 2 dating?

» She not dating (maybe..)

17. Ever gone on a date with anyone?

» i don't really call it a date but...yea, sort of

18. Know all of number 2's secrets?

» nope

19. When was the last time you saw number 8?

» at school today =/

20. Tag people

Cait

Mun ee (like you said ;D)

Kim

Katherine

Marie

Wee Chien

Joyi

Rachel

Cheok (but i know he won't bother xD)

Natalie

So touching...

2009-02-03T08:23:00.000-08:00

I saw this video in youtube. I got the idea of researching it when my church camp actually did the skit during camp. It's soooo beautiful!! Please watch it when you got the time to.

If you don't know what zit about then here's what happening... The guy in the purple silk is Jesus and He created you (the girl is human). Then He taught you to move and to do everything. But then sin came into our hearts (the 5 ppl wearin black) and drove you away from Him. Well, you see what's going on in the end lah.

Oh, and there's 1 guy who commented about it. You know what he said?
"it didn't make me cry because im religious and i saw the great lord in this video, which makes you think i'm retarded, because you're obviously a religion-hater.
no.
it made me cry, because i'm human.
it made me cry, because i saw the problems that the girl in this video has.
it made me cry, because i saw that she was strong enough to find a way out.
it made me cry, because she found the way back to life.
think about that MrsRetardedDonuts "

Which is sooo true =)
I hope you liked the video and i hope that it touches your heart. It certainly touched mine ^^

ps: that MrsRetartedDonuts, is juz a guy who says crap about the vid. Don't listen to him. He doesn't know what's he talking about.

Delicious... NOT!!

2009-01-14T06:17:00.000-08:00

Well, i've always wanted to post this but i didn't have the guts...

Till i saw my cousins actually trying to make me eat it!! I was so angry when they wanted me to eat shark fin soup... Do you know what was shark fin soup be4 it was even soup? Massacred sharks!!!

Just imagine... People cutting your hands and legs off while you're still conscious and awake, and throwing you away like a piece of shit to let you die a slow and painful death. I couldn't bare to put pictures of cutting away their fins in my blog, so i have these instead ^^. Enjoy...

Step 1

Step 2

Step 3

And finally, Step 4...

Please stop eating sharks.... It really has to stop.
Hope these pictures sink in your heads and will never come out... MUAHAHAHA!!! ^^

Addicted

2009-01-05T05:44:00.000-08:00

Not talking about drugs arr. No, not smoking oso. But a long long old show... ^^"

SPIRITED AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wooooooooooo!!! ^^ i love that show!!
If you never heard of it, then should go look up on it. It's really interesting--if you like cartoons la--i dunno why i never watched the whole movie long time ago. then December my cuz borrowed me her CD to bring home. Actually i watched it at her house but it was so noisy i couldn't hear them talking, so that's why i borrowed it home. Then it was soooo amazing!! So.. AHHHH!

Although the girl in the movie her voice was.. quite annoying sometimes. But it fits her character. lol. But most of all, i loovvve the main guy in the show... His voice is so *sigh*. hahaha. Haku, Haku, Haku, Haku!! ^^ It's quite scary cause Haku sounds like my friend's name, Maku. lol. He's from phillipines. Ok, lost track here. Anyways, here are some pics of the show..

This is Chihiro and Haku. I know, he kinda looks like a girl but you'll get use to it.

That's when Haku gives Chihiro her old clothes and giving her something to eat.

Hehe, this one's really cute. Those little puff balls are looking at a mouse which is actually a baby transformed into a mouse. And that bird on his head was transformed too.

WATCH THE SHOW!!!!

19...

2008-11-13T22:47:00.000-08:00

19 you can find anywhere. 19 on the streets. 19 IN MY KITCHEN! Those 19 were creeping me out! I'll give you some time to think what those 19 were. I'll give clues along. I was jumping around when i saw them coming out behind the cupboard. It was a colony!

Some of you may think that it's no biggie. But i think most of you would. it was so icky and gross! I dun think lizards would eat it. haha, i was jumping on the chairs and tables when i saw them. But good thing they came out one by one. my mom had to spray the back of the cupboard.

My mom got rid of all of 'em... Or did she? At night when me and my sis where watching tv. we saw one of 'em on the stairs, and one of 'em in our computer room. My sis had a really big phobia of it. hehe ^^. They crawled so fast but luckily my dad hit it.

Now im gonna tell you what it is. But im guessing you already know it by now. Haha, it's 19 cockroaches.

Tissuephobia

2008-11-07T04:40:00.000-08:00

If you're wondering what the heck is the title all about, it's a longgg story...

Today in school was quite boring... We stayed in the dewan(hall) the whole day. But, Marie cheered us up! xD Our group were telling some ghost stories which were scary and abit sad btw. We even talked about..well...''B.M.''

It's not 'Bahasa Melayu' if that's what you're thinking. I dare not say la.. It's 'Bloody M..." Okok, that's all im telling you. The other word is a name. WoOoOo... chills....

Uh.. where was i? oh ya, being happy! Kat was telling some weird story about a guy in a train or something. Marie was kinda dreaming and looking around, listening to the story. When suddenly, BOO! AHHHH!!! Cindy threw a tissue in front of her!!

Marie was so shocked, she scream so loud that made all of us scream xD. Then she fell on her left where Joyi was sitting. Marie accidentally bumped Joyi's head while she was sketching something. Everything was happening so fast that i didn't even know what just happened!

Oh, i should have taken a picture of it. It's only funny when you see it. Now, Marie's having a major fear of tissues and randomly, bottles. When we were asked to clean up the hall--yes i know, so pathetic--She left all the tissues lying around and we had to pick it up. It was the best thing that's ever happened today!!

p.s. Since i don't have a photo, i'll roughly draw what happened:

Cobra!

2008-10-24T22:53:00.000-07:00

I wasn't a witness actually. My dad told me about it.

So anyways, there was a cobra in my backyard. My dogs barked (of course). So my dad let them out of their cages. Chester saw it behind the flower pots and tried to get it. And i dunno how, but the snake sprayed venom at Chester's eye!(but, good thing it didn't bite him) My mom, me and my sis were on the way back from church(and now you see why i wasn't a witness).

Thankfully, Chester's ok. It's just that his eye became swollen. he's still very active though. haha. Everything went back to normal a few days later after putting some medicine.

What happen to the snake? Well, my dad caught it and, well, killed it. Then he threw it in the drain. Hey, he hurt my dog ok?? Dun pity it.... xD

p.s. Sorry i dun have any pics. Actually this occured a week ago xD. I had no time to go on the com.

Poor Kelly

2008-10-08T06:08:00.000-07:00

This is just a post to sympathize Kelly. Poor Kelly. I won't tell you why i felt sorry for her.

But i will ^^. Firstly, she lost her crush to her close friend (how horrible, right? her best friend somemore) And we know she stole him because she started flirting after she knew about the crush on him... But anyways, she does that to everybody.. Oh well.

Secondly, her phone gets confiscated by her parents, i don't know why. Maybe she uses it too much or something. So now she has to use the... house phone.... And according to her, she has no privacy while using it. Her parents will answer it 1st and say that Kelly is busy. They'll ask what do you wanna talk to her about. And if you say the wrong thing, i dun think they'll let you talk to her. And even if they DID let her chat, they'll listen to what she's talking about...

And now(today), her friend is annoying her in school by pushing her chair and stuff. So sad. I hope things get better for her. May God be with her through these awful times. All for now, bye!

Meat. It's everywhere!

2008-10-01T10:56:00.000-07:00

Ling: Food that i like ah?? I like the pig meat, the horse meat, the lamb meat, the cow meat, the snake meat, the frog meat, the turtle meat, the dog meat, the scorpion meat, the...
me: Ei, you didn't mention chicken..
Ling: Chicken??? I don't eat chicken wo. Who eats it?

Sometimes, i feel like we just want to eat everything that's possible to eat. For example, we're eating pure breed dogs here (fyi, im a dog lover...). What kind of sicko eats it?! And how can they stand to eat it?! it's just too unbearable. And don't get me started on snakes and scorpions... If you wanna suicide i don't mind. But for a delicacy!? Eck! That guy must have lost his taste buds.

Look, i just don't like it that we're all eating... well... everything we could. It's just so disturbing. Can't we just stick to the old fashion fish and chicken? Which is what every1 eats now? (Or at least I do ^^) hehe...

p.s. Ling is just a fictional character representing the person im disgusted in this post. (sorry, Ling!)

Here are some pics about... stuff about this post....

The paper flower

2008-09-29T07:41:00.000-07:00

Well... for starters, it's not very interesting so you shouldn't read this.
you're still gonna read it aren't you? ok then...

It was amazing. i didn't even know how it began. But i do. you're gonna think this is really stupid but i warned ya. he didn't EXACTLY told me he liked me to begin with(yes, i know, so pa-theh-tic) my friend told me that HE really liked me. In case you were wondering, no. Im not gonna say his name. and fyi, i knew him. he was part of the group actually, but that time i was not close to him la. he is really cute, and chubby! ^^ and really REALLY funny.

After i knew, i was sooo shocked. of all ppl, me! im not even close to him. I don't even look pretty. after that, i forgot what happen. ok, movin on..

A few days pass and slowly i started liking him... it's kinda creepy.. but hey, this kind of thing happens. i started chatting with him. it was so amazing, cause i don't usually talk to guys and im horrible at it, but with him it's like, so normal.

Anyways, one day i saw him doing origami at his place (we were kids, ok) so i went to talk to him. he showed me lots of paper stuff, like a frog or a bird and stuff. I didn't even know he was so good at it and i asked him to teach me ^^. honestly, i don't remember half the things he taught me XD but it was really fun. my most favourite 1 was the cute little lotus. he gave that 1 to me since i liked it so much. i kept it in my pencil box.

On my birthday, he gave me a paper box. i was kinda 'excited' and 'impatient' then so i... tore it ^^". Anywaysss, it was a hand-made necklace. it's looked really tacky. but it was the most wonderful present i gotten that year. i never wore it, till now actually, but i kept it....

We're not really the social type of relationship, so it didn't really last. I gotten bored and well, we broke up. And whoa was that the biggest mistake i ever made. but it was just not meant to be. anyway, it's just a childhood sweetheart right? but i still kept that little lotus. and whenever i look at it, it reminded me of us then.

Some tips

2008-09-12T10:52:00.000-07:00

You guys can skip this post.. Im just outa ideas for my blog XD

Anyways, here's they are:

1. Don't look so close in the toilet bowl while flushing it. You don't wanna know what will happen if you did.
2. Don't do something that you'll regret later on.
3. Listen to your parents.
4. When you're sad, just eat some chocolate. ( Don't ask, just eat!)
5. Don't wander off alone unless you're armed or know martial arts.
6. Try wearing underwear...
7. Wear a helmet on the school bus.
8. Yes, you still have to wash it even if it's just a wig.
9. Sleep on the floor if you don't wanna fall off the bed.
10. Listen to my advices if you're insane. haha ^^

a boys essay

2008-09-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha! today in school teacher was reading out a really make-no-sense essay by the boys in our class. yeah heh heh all the boys...yes it's onlay one essay~* well the first part made a little sense...then they totally lost it.

so...

Gaylord had a really poor family. Although they were poor, Gaylord was a really smart boy. He worked for some money outside to buy revision books(that's why he's really smart ;D). One day, he asked his parents if he could go to tuition cause he wanted to. But his parents didn't have enough money so they couldn't afford it. Gaylord was so sad that he banged his head on the wall and was bleeding really bad. His parents didn't have a bandage to aid him at that time so they panicked (ohhhh whats gonna happen to Gaylord!?). So..his father went to get some papers from Gaylords revision book to bandage it for the time being. When Gaylord woke up, he was so angry for what his father did, so he banged his father's head with HIS head. So they were both bleeding (keep bleeding~ keep keep bleeding love~*background music*) The mother sent them to the hospital but they didn't have enough money to pay for REAL bandages. So they were kicked out. Then along came some gangsters... who wanted the bandages cause it just looks soooo COOL. So the gangsters beat them up and took the bandages and they soon died after that.

The End.

Well what'dya think? A+ story huh? WooO!

Who needs them?

2008-09-03T04:12:00.000-07:00

This message is for girls only. Boys inappropriate to read.

Hey girl friends! This message is 'bout break ups, make ups and... uh.. I got nothin. Anyways, There's a girl in my school--not gonna mention names-- which had been dumped, or so i've been told, by her bf(or her boo). She was so devastated that she ALMOST killed herself. She wanted to cut her wrist but luckily she didn't. She didn't have the guts and thank heavens for that.

My point is that a boy isn't worth your tears, (or your blood!) So don't feel sad. Actually, to dump a person you gotta know whens the right time to do so. But if you caught him with another gal, dump him straight but make sure he was REALLY flirting with that girl. Otherwise, things could get messy. And FYI, most boys tease you when they kinda like you. This message is not proved to be real so don't listen to me if you don't want to XD. And here's some tips:-
~Only put mascara on the top eyelashes.
~The thing about blush is that less is more.
~Did you know that it's impossible to put on mascara with your mouth closed? (if you're concentrating on your eyes XD)
~Chocolate really helps when you're sad
~Bananas help when you have cramps. who knew?

Ok, i stop here. Peace out!

Sending....sending...

2008-09-03T03:55:00.000-07:00

'Forward this or i'll send mickey mouse to hunt you down!' Muahahahaha!(dramatic music in A minor)

Get real. Have you ever received a message about this? If so, Don't be scared. It's just an email. nobody kills you from an email. My sis got this and read it LAST YEAR, and still nth happened. I know, it's just for the fun of it, but i just don't get it. What so fun about it? You just waste your time, send and click and clicking send.

For those out there who is scared of these or MAKING these emails, pls stop. i mean, ghosts can't come out from an email.(or so i've been told). And, who hunts you down for not forwarding it? But if you just want to forward it, send it to some1 who doesn't check their inbox. Now forward this message to everyone you know. XD

Beautiful Gal

2008-08-18T09:47:00.000-07:00

When i watch tv, i always feel like those bitches just disgust me. They always think that they're so perfect and beautiful, but i feel like they're just like us. Well, in a kooky kind of way. I mean, everybody has the same amount of beauty, ppl just can't see it. There is inner beauty and beauty that you would notice at first sight. But if you're pretty on the outside and inside, then you're just too good to be true.

Inner beauty is harder to notice for ppl judge you by how you look. They take 1 glance and say "Aiyo, that girl not pretty, not good wan. Let's not talk to her and ignore her so that we will be happy". Well, that's darn right wrong. You'll be alot happier with one of those ppl around.(you'll feel more prettier among them XD). OK, im just being mean here.

Im just writing this to tell you guys that being "less prettier" than the 1's on tv is just another reason not to live. So put those dumb thoughts away, and feel pretty today! ;)

Smokin~

2008-08-18T09:14:00.000-07:00

I went to a mamak store yesterday, but i just couldn't help noticing the guy smoking right behind me.. I couldn't eat my food without smelling that horrid cancer bringer. So i changed my seating ^^. but then after i sat at my new seat, i look behind just to see the same thing... haizz, sit north, smoke. south, more smoke. SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE! why do ppl even bother to live doing it! i mean come on, nothing good's gonna come out of it. Well, unless you wanna suicide i won't stop you for that.

Have you ever thought, who made those cancer sticks anyway, he sure got hunted down for that. Oh, and if you do know who did, tell me k. Ok, i know i sound so lame right now but im just sayin, why do ppl say they want us to stop when they keep making more? I mean, it makes no sense! It's like saying they want the world to change but starting with you not me. That's so selfish man.

People say we should not waste our money after buying stuff, but after you bought cancer sticks, you've already wasted your money. Pay to get lung disease? So rugi! So kids, say 'NO!' to smoking! ^-^